For what it's worth, I do apologise if I caused any unintended hurt. But if you're too angry at us players, then I recommend that at least you suspend the game. Otherwise you can and probably will make GMing mistakes.
I've been there when the entire world seems to be against you, and I know it is horrible. Take as long as you need to find inner peace.
If you need someone to talk to, feel free to drop by fiftychat, I'm there quite often. Mostly by nights.