This one has gotten to me worse than any other celebrity deaths, really. I've had the incredible, extremely rare fortune of having travelled a decent amount early in my life. All over the US, Australia, Europe, and SE Asia. There was a time in my life when his travel shows really helped me focus on a passion that actually gave me something in life to look forward to when I had nothing. There were lots of weekends when I would be horrifically depressed or anxious and turn on his travel shows and watch a few episodes and start to think I had more to live for. I'm at a time in my life now where travel is, essentially, over, as I no longer have the financial means, but I still watched his show and dreamt of having the opportunity again. I appreciate his self-correction and re-evluation, and he's spent his last several years championing the MeToo movement and trying to get the toxic, gross, crap-talking and more masculinity out of cooking, as well as trying to shed a light on US crimes abroad and war victims. He's not perfect, and some of his humour could be pretty borderline edgy, but the guy was genuinely passionate about humanity, people from all walks of life, and had an insatiable curiosity (he said it was his only virtue) that drove him to want to keep learning, which, honestly, curiosity and love of learning is about all I can hang my hat on too, so I feel him. I'm going to miss his show and his wit and seeing places and people I never will, and the fact that he really did make us a bit more connected and a bit less afraid, and a bit more willing to examine ourselves and others and try to do the right thing, even if it meant coming to terms with our own mistakes. And damn it, the dude was entertaining as hell. I'm going to miss him a lot.