The Iroquois Bride
Salamanca, 1826 EE
We were doomed, he and I. We should have paid attention to the signs. We met the night Gedes fell. Of course, it was not until the next morning that we learned the Philosopher Kings had moved in and occupied the city, which was the last any foreign power controlled on their Eastern continent. Everyone knew that someday the Philosopher Kings would take it over, it was only a matter of time. It was not
that which worried us when the news spread. What worried us was that the Philosopher Kings controlled all of America to the southwest. If they were striking against Gedes
what next?
We all had our answer soon.
As the war started, Hilokoa and I both know that soon he would have to enlist. All the men his age were to be sent to war. He told me this, the second time we met. I felt bound to him from that time on, from that moment when I heard the fear in his voice. Soon he was forced to give up his fathers shop and take up the uniform of an infantryman. He trained near Salamanca and so we continued to see each other. The war was growing closer. The Philosopher Kings had already torn through the periphery of our country. Soon Salamanca itself would be threatened.
Hilokoa knew time was running out.
When he asked me to marry him I did not hesitate. We had not known each other long, but it seemed as though the world was ending, there was no time for caution.
He bought a small house. He took me to it and showed me the courtyard, the size of a cupboard in the store he had given up. He thought I would be disappointed, but I had been a ward in my aunts home for so long that anything I might call my own was a treasure.
His orders came in and we wed at once. Our haste bought us one night together as man and wife in that tiny house before the rumbling of the enemies tanks reached Salamanca.
When he left the next morning, done up in his fine uniform, I wept like I had not wept since my parents diedmy first memory, that day when I was seven.
I have never seen you cry, he said, wiping the tears from my eyes.
I have not in so long.
I think he wanted to tell me that he would be back, that we would be together, that we would win the war and everything would be all right. He wanted to say all that, but in those days, not even the most naïve child would believe such lies.
So he said nothing. He walked through the little door of the courtyard and into the streets.
Three weeks laterwithout any word from himthe Philosopher King tanks rolled through the streets. The mountain province was still holding out to the southeast, but we knew the war was over and they had won.
The house had been lonely. The neighbors were old and stayed inside. My aunt, so pleased to see me leave at last, had never called on me. She had never even inquired if my husband had returned. I sat in the courtyard, with the thick blanket from the bed we had shared just once wrapped around me. Outside I heard almost nothing. From time to time there would be a great rumbling, as if a train had just ploughed through the narrow street. I knew these were the horrible tanks of the Philosopher Kings. I stayed like this for days, but finally, my food all gone, I stepped outside.
As I approached the market, I saw that there were many people about, as if things were normal. That impression disappeared, though, when I saw the enemy soldier standing atop a strange vehiclewhich did not look at all like the tanks I had imagined or which had been depicted in the newspapers. He held a small black object in his hand and seemed to be talking into it. His voice, speaking in Cayuga, was then amplified by an unseen machine.
upmost importance. The exhaust from the rear of the tanks is extremely hot. It is very important that you tell your children never to play near them and that you never approach the back of one of these tanks yourselves
He then repeated the message in Onondagan.
I came to the edge of the crowd listening to the man. What is happening? I asked a woman.
Oh, they do this every day, she said. They warn us about things and tell us when food will be given out. Im waiting for that.
What about our soldiers?
They say most were taken prisoner.
How can we know?
You should already, she answered. Listen, hell say that next.
We continue to attempt to identify all those killed in action, the man said from atop his vehicle. but the process is slow. Our first priority is for prisoners to notify their next of kin of their status. That process is ongoing, but most of those letters should have been delivered by now. If you do not receive notification that your relatives are being held in the prisoner of war camps outside the city then Im afraid that means they were killed in battle. If you suspect that you have lost a loved one, then you may proceed to the provisional morgue facility in the southwestern quadrant of the city to try to identify the remains. Because there is inadequate refrigeration available most of the dead have already been buried for health reasons. However, we have photographic records of all the deceased who have been recovered and they are indexed along with any personal effects recovered from the battlefield.
What is he saying?
Eh?
If we have not heard then
Then hes already dead, she answered. My sons letter came two days ago. Hes in their camps. Hes being fed.
I staggered backward.
I broke into a run back to the house, forgetting how badly I needed food. I starved through three more days, eating scraps and crumbs.
Each minute that no word came, I became more and more sure I knew Hilokoas fate.
I bathed, for hours each day. I would sit in the water and stare at the tiled wall around the wash basin. When I rose I looked at myself through the blemished mirror that stood in our narrow bedroom. I was growing unspeakably thin. I imagined that I would leave the door shut and waste away. Just die. Die along with my husband. Along with my nation.
One afternoon, as I sat silently in the courtyard, drawing nearer and nearer to madness, there was a knock. I ignored it at first, but it came again.
I rose and stepped over to the door, dragging the blanket along with me. When I opened the door, one of them was standing there.
His sinister green eyes met mine. I was startled. If Id had any strength left in my bones, I might have slammed and run. I was so weak, though, that I welcomed whatever crime he had come to inflict upon me. I hoped only that he would choke the life out of me.
Excuse me, he said in an awkward voice. His Cuyaga was weak and he spoke it with a thick accent. Are you Alsoomse Oakawa?
I nodded.
You are the wife of Hilokoa Oakawa?
I still did not speak because now I knew what he was here to do. He was not going to do anything to my body or my house. He was going to do worse.
Hilokoa Oakawa? Your husband?
Yes, I said faintly.
He reached up and swept his hat from his head.
Mam, he began. As he spoke, I realized that it was not so much his knowledge of the language that hindered him, it was mainly a tremble in his voice. Im Cpt. Leto Corybantes. I had the honor of meeting your husband on the field of battle. He cleared his throat and looked down. He was part of a artillery group that was shooting in on one of armor columns as it approached the city. My team was told to intercept his team and stop them. He forced himself to look at me. I found myself locked into the gaze of those terrible light eyeslike demons eyes. We ambushed them and, um, most of them gave up at once. But your, uh, husband. He fought bravely. He swallowed awkwardly. He was shooting from behind something with a pistol. We went behind and came over behind him. He hit me, twice in the chest. He tapped his chest to illustrate.
He shot you? I asked softly.
Yes, mam, dead on. Incredible shot, for having spun around in an instant. We, um, do have body armor
he sighed. body armor which protects us from most bullets in your armys guns. Um, but even then, um, the shots still have quite an impact. And the shock of taking the hits, um, did cause me to pull reflexively on the trigger of my weapon. It was as if my hand spasmed.
Are you telling me you killed my husband?
Yes, mam. Im sorry, but I did.
Youre sorry? I asked with no emotion. The hunger and the isolation gave the whole thing a kind of dream-like quality.
Yes, he answered. Because I feel his death was unnecessary. I feel as though, if I hadnt
I feel like we could have captured him alive.
I looked down. I could not feel anything toward this man. He wasnt real to me.
I have here, he said while handing me a slip of paper. The location of his grave. Im sorry I wasnt able to contact you sooner.
I took it but did not look at it. I felt faint, but did not want to give this monster the satisfaction.
Mam, he said meekly. Do you need anything?
Need?
I have some food packets here. I dont know if youve been out for rations, but I brought a few just in case. He produced some dark green pouches from a bag at his feet.
These I did not take, but simply stared at them blankly.
Is there anything I can do for you?
Go away, I said and started to turn inside.
I dont feel I can do that, he said and I shot him a look of surprise.
Go away, I said again, finding some spirit in my rusty voice.
Mam
Mrs. Oakawa
you see, um, we have a tradition. When you take a mans life, when you see him die at your hands, it is your duty to look after those who relied on him. Wife or children. Parents
it is our tradition that his family becomes your family.
You want me? I said angrily.
Not like that. But youre my responsibility.
I dont want anything to do with you! I answered him fiercely. Your tradition be damned! I slammed the door, but his voice came through.
The food
please take the food, mam. Its right out here, right here.
I stormed through the house. My wrath was boiling in me, giving me new life. I could not, though, think hatefully of the food for long. My hunger gnawed at me, begging meagainst all my indignationto take the food. I lasted an hour before I went to the courtyard again, telling myself I would just see if he had left it there. I opened the door and peeked into the twilight.
He was there, stooped over a little book under a small electric lamp attached to his shoulder. He looked up.
What are you doing here? I shouted.
He did not answer. I saw the pouches of food lying beside him, but I refused to take them. I slammed the door again.
In the morning, the food remained by the doorstep, with a note.
I must report for duty. I will return this evening to see if you are well. Please, accept the food.
I slammed the door, leaving the food there and letting the note fall into the street.
An hour later, I opened the door and grabbed the pouches.
He kept his word and at dusk, he was there again.
I did not speak when I opened the door.
I guess you probably didnt take the food. Somebody, somebody else must have taken it. Theres not a lot, you know? Not a lot of food. I brought more. Its not from me really. Its from the Occupation Authority. Its not really from me, if thats what bothers you. I looked at the pouches that he held out. We both knew Id eaten that morning. The arrogant ass
I told myself that Id eaten once and could go without. I wouldnt give him the satisfaction, I told myself.
Then I snatched the food and stole inside, slamming the door on him.
From the upstairs window, I peeked through the curtains to see if he was still sitting by my door. I could see, just barely, the glow from his little lamp. I waited until the moon had set and the night was pitch black. I snuck down to the courtyard quietly. I opened the door as slowly as possible. He was there, sitting against the wall with his head slumped forward. My rage exploded.
Get away from me! I yelled furiously and stormed back inside.
He did not obey. Every day he would be there. A note in the morning. A knock in the afternoon.
For three days in a row, I did not answer. He did not budge.
Did you go anywhere today? he asked, when next I relented and opened the door at his knock.
What do you care?
Im just worried about you, he answered. If all you do is stay inside there. It must be
lonely.
All you do is sit outside my door.
Thats true. But you know there are communal meals. Were holding them down in the marketplace. For people who are tired of the meal packs, there are big dinners
lunches too. You could go there. I mean, I know, I know you dont want to go with me, but you could go and talk to people. Have a nicer meal. If you wanted to get out.
Why wont you leave me alone?
Its a tradition, he said. I slammed the door in disgust.
The next day I went to the lunch at the marketplace.
I havent seen you here before, a middle-aged woman asked me when I sat down with my plate.
No, I said. I havent come before.
Ah, she said. Im Nadie. These are my boys, she said, gesturing to two young children knowing at chicken bones.
Is no one afraid the food is poisoned? I asked her.
By who?
The soldiers.
Ah, no, theyre not so bad.
Not so bad?
No. Theyve done nothing bad, someone volunteered from across the table.
Apart from conquering us! someone else said almost in a yell.
The table broke up with laughter.
One of them wont leave me alone, I said when the laughter died down.
Oh, an older man just down from me said. You lost a father? Husband?
Husband.
They are determined when it comes to that, Nadie agreed. He must have seen him die, right? They dont do if unless they see him die. A tank shell from a mile away, no. But if its right up and personal, they say its their duty.
Yes, yes, I said quickly. He wont leave me alone.
You could try complaining, the old man suggested.
To whom?
The Occupation Authority.
No, Nadie corrected him. They wont do anything about
that. As long as hes not being intrusive, they wont do anything. They all believe in it, this tradition of theirs.
I hate it. I hate him.
Eat up, dear, she said.
That night he came again. I opened the courtyard door.
Hello, he said timidly. Need anything tonight?
Explain this tradition to me, I said. What is it you want from me?
I dont want anything from you.
Forgiveness? You want me to forgive you? You can just leave.
I dont want anything from you. I only want
for you. For you to be taken care of.
I can take care of myself.
I know, I see that.
You do? Youre a liar.
No, he said. You wouldnt have let yourself starve. You wouldve been ok.
I stepped back, almost frightened by his insight.
How did, I started but checked myself and ignited my anger again. How do I get rid of you? There must be a way!
I just
What is the point of this tradition? I asked.
If reconciliation isnt possible between one man and one woman, then what hope is there for the Nation?
What?
If there cant come a day when you wont look at me with hatred, then how can we succeed in bringing all our conquered peoples together? Thats the point of the tradition.
Whatre you saying? If I go on hating you, then we win the war?
I dont know about that, he answered. But we sure dont.
Why would you tell me this? All I have to do is hate you now? Youve told me how to beat you?
How else could I ever earn your trust?
You wont, dont you see? You will never earn my trust. I will never look at you and see anything other than my husbands murderer! Never!
Once more, I slammed the door. But nothing changed. Each day I would sneer at him, and each day he would persevere.
When the fall rains came, I thought that his harassment would finally be over. The first night that the sky poured down, I snuck to the door and looked outside.
What are you doing! I shouted into the sheets of rain coming down on him.
He shook his head.
Get out of the rain!
Are you inviting me in? he asked.
No, Im telling you to go back where you came from, damn you!
Im alright, he said, water flowing over his pale face. This is a field combat uniform. Its designed to keep us warm. Were trained for this, he said with a smile. Im fine.
Damn you! I repeated and went inside.
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