Today was not a very good day, although Monday and Tuesday this week were quite peaceful. I seem to have broken out in some rash? Or something, maybe. It could be from stress. It happens from time to time, or it's something seasonal. I forget every year, then at some point I remember. Not terribly disconcerting, more of an annoyance than anything. However, I've most recently been kind of depressed and feeling out of energy despite the last few weeks being rather calm. That's frustrating, because I'm hobbled at getting things done and having a better and more fruitful life. That's what's really frustrating with it all: whatever circumstances are, whether they change for the better, worse, or stay the same, one's mood can almost act totally independent of it, and it's hard to understand where it comes from if it is even possible to do so. Hopefully tomorrow I can get some stuff done and maybe see some improvement. Since I finished work today my mood has been a little better, no big surprise there.