Welcome to CFC and the GOTM, Bxbase. When I started I was playing the GOTMs but not submitting them, and looking back I wish I had because I would have improved a lot faster with comments from old guys like Starlifter and Smash. Don't get all worried about being embarrassed - we don't laugh at people, we try to help them improve their game, if they are interested in suggestions. Do read the Rules thread, there are some "tricks" that have been declared offlimits for this game as well as a lot of explanation. If you open a NotePad session and make notes as you play it may help you reconstruct what you did for comparisons. Another helpful thing is to save your game every 10 or 20 turns so you have "snapshots" you can look back on.