Ram - still thinking about how to answer your question.
tough call.
at a glance i would say this is sort of a right of passage for me.
i happen to need harsh events to mark out periods of my life.
by the time i get this done (my guess is 4-6 months) i should get a grip on what it is im after.
regarding the symbology of the elements...
it is less about the "fiery" dragon with the "watery" stream and the "rock garden" and more about the design itself as a complete piece of art.
as a whole it will, to me, encapsulate what I am these days, where i came from and where i want to be going (reaching high for the sky)
again, it is very hard for me to translate what this means to me, but it is deeper than a mere fashion statement (which this obviously not), and it (the process, the artwork, the trauma) will hopefully help bury some of the ghosts haunting me.
and finally, this thursdays results:
* notice this is still just ink and felt pen on my skin.
no needle work done yet.
* this is also still in rough detail.
during this week my tattoo guy will fine tune it.
this thursday is DDay.
i will finalize the design and get the line work done.