Terxpahseyton
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Dopamine in high doses makes you very focused, very cold, very calculating.
Well I actually literally did have what the Buddhist call enlightenment, but which they have to mediate maybe 30 years to reach. But what happens in the end, is that they experience ego-death. A state of pure being very everything inside you, what you are, can flow freely, and you are there to watch and enjoy. That is a real scientific phenomena and they are other ways to that state of mind, as well, but which are not to be discussed because rules etc, but I actually had the fortune of this experience and I admit I also well.. had a vision. So if that is what you are referring to @aimeeandbeatles , I am guilty (though ego-death works over the serotonin receptors). How it came to this experience is a fantastic story of its own but after asking I was told I could not discuss it on here, so sorry, no further info.
I now know that I can actively decide weather to boost Dopamine or Serotonin in my brain.
Everyone can do it. We all do do it, all the time.
If your serotonin is up, it makes you very peaceful and in harmony and a feeling of oneness. Dopamine in high doses makes you very focused, very cold, very calculating.
The rational: what we call our consciousnesses, this subjective THING, this experience, this whatever - it needs to come from somewhere. It can not come out of nothingness - that would be magic, not science. Not our universe. Just as with energy or matter and everything else. There needs to be a source. So it already needs to preexist within the matter IN SOME KIND OF form.
That also means that a tree is most definitely feeling something. Just without a consciousness because no central nervous system. But science has shown that trees very much behave like people in many ways. And they know when humans are around.
And I go further: I think those basic life forces influence the formation of life in its many forms in ways we haven't fathomed yet.
Illustration: biology can say what photosynthesis is. But it can not really explain, WHY this works as it does.
Further: What is human, then? Human as such is Thanatos being used by Eros to express itself. That is the basic duality of pleasure and pain, of having to decide between the two, constantly. That is what humans do - in contrast to primitive life forms which more or less just do. So the human in you is basically a dead shell, but a very brilliantly designed and useful shell which Eros within you uses to express itself.
Well I actually literally did have what the Buddhist call enlightenment, but which they have to mediate maybe 30 years to reach. But what happens in the end, is that they experience ego-death. A state of pure being very everything inside you, what you are, can flow freely, and you are there to watch and enjoy. That is a real scientific phenomena and they are other ways to that state of mind, as well, but which are not to be discussed because rules etc, but I actually had the fortune of this experience and I admit I also well.. had a vision. So if that is what you are referring to @aimeeandbeatles , I am guilty (though ego-death works over the serotonin receptors). How it came to this experience is a fantastic story of its own but after asking I was told I could not discuss it on here, so sorry, no further info.
Good question. It still a relatively fresh expierence to view the world through that lens
I fully accept that what is human to me - my "knowledge", my thought patterns, my focus, my priorities and values - all those things are not me, as such.
SSorry that your dance is messed up.
I now know that I can actively decide weather to boost Dopamine or Serotonin in my brain. Depending on my focus and on my state of mind. I can actually decide that now, and feel it, too. And I know that I need both and that I should watch out that both dimensions are given their due course within the dance. That is ultimately what life is about, to me now. And everything else are just tools, or patterns, or ways to dance. In deed, I described what human as a dead shell. A different wording would be that what is human is a very complex recursive self-referential pattern, in which Eros runs through its veins. Like the electrons running through the labyrinth that is your brain, or your blood running through your actual veins.
What I consider interesting is that you framed your experience as a theory of everything, evoking some sort of ontological necessity of duality. However, most of the work in physics, the field where the very term "theory of everything" came from, frames complete theories as reductions to simplicity, where a single matrix can be extrapolated as the singular process from where complexity emerges; like in superstring theory, where the notion of a single physical physical process -vibrating strings - forms all phenomenical variants of reality.
So, your idea seems to be at odds, because it relies on duality, not unity. And by the way, not all reproductive processes are binary; some creatures are monogendered, and there are creatures that are poligendered.
So, by framing duality as ontological, don't you think you are indulging in anthropocentrism?
Duality is tried and true, but it can overreach on specifics, occasionally.
if anyone is curious, I (and Fred, I think) propose that Terx theory is an updated and modified version of dualism.
Doesn't mean your frame is useless.