Yet more on the hostile dog (I mean, it'd be worse to actually have a thread on it, and it is a rant )
This day the problematic dog was being petted by a woman, so I assumed that it would likely be either distracted or not into abandoning that position of comfort so as to once again go on the parody of holy war against me some confused flashback compels it to.
I was, of course, wrong.
In fact this time it was quite a bit more into it, and followed me twice, barking very angrily and feigning an attack ( I had to turn back twice, to look at it, at which point it again became conscious of how dangerous an actual attack would be).
If it wasn't just a pitiful dog, I'd try to see if changing stuff might lead to different conclusions, eg wearing very different color of clothing. Doubt it is smell-related, at any rate, given I use different perfume from time to time, and the dog reacted the same.
Maybe someone who vaguely looks like me, at least to the dog, nearly beat it to death or something. Who knows.
Nah, hormones. Dogs can smell quite a lot about you, and the anxiety and fear are quite distinct and make dogs uneasy. I dare to say that the presence of the woman exacerbated the issue. Dogs are usually quite protective of those they like.
I mean, the woman in question was very old and it wouldn't register that way
I will agree with r16, there's no use trying to find elaborate ways of dealing with a cretin.
Exams coming up and I'm in trouble. Ranted about it earlier this year but health right was down the drains for a long time. Recovered from some of it but I'm still more or less exhausted. Been mostly like that all year. I've never been like this before, continuously completely drained in my body. And my head is all syrupy. Concentrating on stuff is kinda impossible. Some days I'm a bit better but it never lasts. Anyway, studies thuswisely in shambles this semester. Fingers crossed my head will function enough but make an effort on exam days. Low expectations though. Really really looking forward to a summer break, got some plans for some R&R. If everything's the same next semester I'll just have to cut some things to reduce my workload to a minimum. No point fighting my body. Hopefully things will turn for the better though.
Thanks my dude! I've still been around just not posting much. It'll be what it'll be. But come summer I'll be sure to de-stress some with my fam with some fishing and a bit of light traveling. And whatever I'm in the mood and got the energy for. I also aim to plant some strawberry bushes and stuff. Summer can't come soon enough. Tired of this nonsense now.
I hope you get through it. Nice to see you post. Liked for the last sentence!
Hmmm. Well, your fathering will come in the doses that it shall be able to come.It most definitely hasn't helped no! Although his mother would have a thing or two to say if I give the impression that I've taken a massive share of the work load involved. Luckily she is a kind understanding woman and she knows my situation.
edit: is mary still around?
She also left the BFC Discord.Also, Mary's not been around much for some time. I don't know whether she's on the peri-CFC Discords or similar.