Hey there, feeling all low and poo right now. Jus found out ##### slept with someone else within 2 weeks of me leavin*, an has done on several occasions since. I know it was always bound to happen, it just hurts it was so soon after I left, kinda means there must have been something going on before i left too Before I left I told her then that I loved her. A big step for me.. i've not told anyone that I loved them for YEARS. Never felt close enough, or let someone get close enough. I don't know what to do. I miss her so badly but am also so angry. I know there is nothing to be gained by arging with her over this distance. I'll just lose her completly. I also know i'm a total hypocrite considering how i've slept around in the past and not accepted exclusivity. Guess i'm tasting my own medicine!? I really thought I could get through this an when I came back she could be the "one" ARGHHHGH.. sorry to dump all this on you CFC.. interested in what helpful/trollful comments you can come up with. *I have moved away from home for a gap year travelling through asia.