Random Rants XIX: Failure Tactics

[Abaddon]

Hey there, feeling all low and poo right now.

Jus found out ##### slept with someone else within 2 weeks of me leavin*, an has done on several occasions since.

I know it was always bound to happen, it just hurts it was so soon after I left, kinda means there must have been something going on before i left too

Before I left I told her then that I loved her. A big step for me.. i've not told anyone that I loved them for YEARS. Never felt close enough, or let someone get close enough. I don't know what to do. I miss her so badly but am also so angry. I know there is nothing to be gained by arging with her over this distance. I'll just lose her completly.
I also know i'm a total hypocrite considering how i've slept around in the past and not accepted exclusivity. Guess i'm tasting my own medicine!?

I really thought I could get through this an when I came back she could be the "one"

ARGHHHGH.. sorry to dump all this on you CFC.. interested in what helpful/trollful comments you can come up with.



*I have moved away from home for a gap year travelling through asia.

 

[Narz]

I know there is nothing to be gained by arging with her over this distance. I'll just lose her completly.

Thats for shizure!

How old are you? If you're not married & not even together you shouldn't worry about this type of thing. Fidelity is for people who live together. You're young, you're supposed to test various waters.

 

[Abaddon]

early 20's

An i've tested enough waters now.. getting a bit sick of myself becoming bored with the girl as soon as i've slept with them, ##### is different.

I fear if i move on, i'll just go back into the cycle of not maintaining my interest for an particular girl.

I want a stable relationship. I see all my old mates settling down, living with partners now.. i'd quite like it too.

 

[Narz]

So what makes ##### special? Why do you love her so much? What do you see in her that you don't see in the rest? Are you sure it's real & it's not just a projection of your hopes onto her? If so, how do you plan to get her back? Does she want to "settle down" also? Are you her type of man? etc. etc. you really have to ask yourself this stuff & since you're here & basically anonymous you may as well answer it for us here.

 

[Bill3000]

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Rant: My procrastination is not only hurting my grades, but is now hurting my future prospects for my career.

 

[bhsup]

And yet another round of bad news today. My auto insurance is going up. SCREW YOU, STATE FARM!

 

[useless]

Why Byzantium why did you fall to those cravern turkic sorts?

 

[bhsup]

Gunpowder, IIRC

 

[ComradeDavo]

I hate the number 10 bus in Bath. It's always late. AAARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

 

[sophie]

I really hate that Dell only lets you buy its printer ink online

 

[arcticnightwolf]

I hate my notebook when it heats up to 90 deg of Celsius and then shuts down ...
which idiot designed notebook with one heat-pipe connected to cpu AND gpu ... stupid Fujitsu Siemens ... argh

 

[Love]

I rant that my thread is full already. There's too much anger around here

 

[Huayna Capac357]

So...cold...

 

[SS-18 ICBM]

Some disingenuous thread implying the porn industry has subsidies as significant as the corn industry.

 

[Genocidicbunny]

I feel tired again even though I got 9 hours of sleep. Even though I have so much time to sleep these days, it seems I never get enough.

I also have a midterm today, and Im not entirely sure how ready I am.

 

[choxorn]

The tags still suck.

 

[D'Artagnan59]

Okay, the music terrorism has been going well. On the last day, we changed the CD they play to Evisceration Plague (Cannibal Corpse's new album). Oh, but they have countered with even crappier music than Miley Cyrus, autotune, and whiny R+B.

The Jonas Brothers. Yes. The Jonas Brothers. No longer will changing the CD help. We're going to have to shoot down the speakers.

 

[choxorn]

I recommend cluster bombs.

 

[SS-18 ICBM]

I feel tired again even though I got 9 hours of sleep. Even though I have so much time to sleep these days, it seems I never get enough.

I also have a midterm today, and Im not entirely sure how ready I am.

Midterm? When did your term start?

 

[Abaddon]

Geez, not much feedback.. ill reply when I get chance tonight.