Warning: this is not going to be a nice post. If you (meaning everyone) don't feel like reading it, don't. But I would appreciate if you do. I should stress that this is not directed towards rolo per se - he already had his share on MSN...
I'm really not in a good mood right now, for obvious reasons. I guess you might say it's just a game, I shouldn't care so much, but the simple fact is that I do. I spend a lot of time on this game, probably a lot more than I should. I literally spend hours worrying over how to optimize our play. I do it because I think it's a lot of fun - but that quickly turns to just as much frustration in situations like this.
Everyone can screw up. I've done it myself in many a past game and I will probably do it again. That's part of playing, something we have to live with. But there's a difference between screwing up by making a stupid move, and just being plain careless and sloppy. This was the third time. Each of them can be excused, and I really don't want to single anyone out, but taken together it's just not fun. Every time it happens it takes away some of my enthusiasm and enjoyment for this game.
We are not a team of deity level players. We can be up there, as we proved last game, but then we really need to do the best we possibly ever can. Making spreadsheets to optimize play is a large part of that, and I gladly spend the time to do it. So why is it so hard to pay attention?
If the team feels that spreadsheets are overkill, that it's no fun, that we should just play on as we would a "normal" game, please say so. As de facto team leader I push the kind of playing style I enjoy, which means optimizing everything as much as it possibly can be done, agonizing over every little detail, and then playing carefully and meticulously to that plan. I realize though that this is not everyone's cup of tea, and if the team doesn't like to play that way then who am I to say what's right? But if that's the case, then I sure won't spend hours on end doing optimizations that won't be followed.
So I guess I'd like to hear from you what you all think about this. Should we "just play", have some quick fun, and end in the middle of the pack? Or should we all try to do our best, really our best, and end as high up as we can? Be advised that if you answer the latter, I will hold you to that. Pre-turnset plans, as per Smurkz tradition, will be the first part of it.
Ok, rant off for this time. I'd like to stress again that this is not directed against rolo specifically, he just happened to break the camel's back. His was a pretty bad screw-up with far-reaching consequences, but I could have written a similar (though probably a lot less acrid) post earlier too. Now I'll go blow some heads off in Crysis or something, and won't look back to this game until tomorrow, hopefully with a cooler head. If anyone wants to have a look at a new spreadsheet for the situation at hand, I've attached the latest version pre-screwup.