It was the smells that got to him.
He could still remember everything about those days. The sight of wasting bodies. The sound of a dull spear piercing flesh. The feeling of warm blood on his hands. These he could deal with; it was the smell. Burnt bodies, rotting flesh, diseased sores - the combination made for a truly hellacious experience, and whenever his memeory brought it back to the fore he'd gag.
Like now. It was odd; he imagined that he could know exactly what day he was remembering by it's smell. Today, it was early in the siege. More burning people, slightly less diseased, with just a hint of woodsmoke.
Death should solve these problems. It was was he was good for, but as always in his case, Death was taking a hiatus. So the smell remained, infesting his nasal passages, seeping into even his eyes and mouth. It was hard to see, hard to breathe.
Just another day. Tomorrow would be no better. Death's will or no, his body was an unwilling participant in this extended life, and lost no time in making sure he knew. He felt rather more empathy for his body than for his master, and if it hadn't created this aweful purgatory on it's own he would have tried to create an equally terrible one on his own. Not to make sure he was alive; no, he would do it to remember that he was dead, and not even Death could undo that. Not truly, not completely, not so it mattered.
An interruption forced itself through both the smell and the thoughts. He tried to inhale, coughed instead, and finally released a gasp that was close enough to a question.
"It is time for the First Man to speak, Adam."
Ah, yes. Those names again. In some fit of pity, or perhaps malevolence, Death had told him part of that story. It was, he'd said, a tale from a far-off people, who believed in a sole god (or God, as Death had emphasized) that created all. He had not cared to know of the background, nor had he wanted to hear the story in the first place. All it had done was make him hate the name more, and desire to forget it like all his others. Yet it stayed, as if seared permanently into his mind.
He had, however, noticed that Death neither approved nor disapproved of the odd thought of one high God. He'd often wondered if a prayer to such a deity would be heard, but he'd not chosen to try. He already had a sole god, one that ruled him truly and forever. One that ruled all of Erebus already, or at least the important parts of it. He knew this for truth; odd that it did not seem to be so evident to others. One's death (Death?) gave one a clearer sight.
But... this other man had spoke. Time, he had said. Time mattered not; it was only the barest pause between death and death again. Even Shades, who should know this so clearly, often seemed to mistake time for something that mattered. He forgave them, since he had done the same, once. It was easy to fall into the trap of believing time controlled anything.
He rose, and followed the minion. His body seemed to do so of it's own accord, as his mind was too preoccupied to be concerned with controlling such actions. As always, he thought only of questions of life and death, purpose and Death, times past and times future. The present was never a major issue, and as for ruling, what care had he? The nation would exist, just as he, despite it's own best efforts to do otherwise. Death would make it so.
Some wiseass had designed the podium. Skulls grinned out at the crowd, gleaming unnaturally white, and hidden among the bones was a small tube that dripped a red liquid. It gave a stark contrast to the polished skeletons, and though the nearby observers reassured themselves it surely wasn't blood it definitely looked like it. Of course, none of those observers were well-experienced to judge, while those that were didn't care at all. What the people who would know cared about was getting rid of those other observers, or bringing them about to their point of view.
Adam passed the minion now, and ascended to the bone-and-blood podium. He didn't care about what the liquid was either, but mostly that was because he hadn't noticed it. His mind was still preoccupied, though it had temporarily recognized the general surroundings and accepted them.
He spoke, again seeminly without his mind being involved. He was sure it had to be, since even Death could not control a man's body. That was the Clown King's jurisdiction, not that anyone else here knew of such a figure as anything other than a dim legend. He knew better, but the Momus was not anything to worry about anymore.
Cheers rose from before him, and on a whim he tried to remember what he'd said to elicit them. Sure enough, he came up with nothing. A mental shrug, then back to the important things. He kept talking, too - mostly to occupy his mouth, to keep it from gagging over that smell that refused to go away. Burnt bodies, diseased, rot, death, Death...
Behind him, that annoying minion bent over to speak to another beside him.
"I don't know how in the hells he does it. He never uses notes, he never writes a speech, and yet he comes out like this every time. Perfect delivery, never makes a mistake, and damn if he doesn't have some of those people ready to sacrifice themselves for him. Right now, even I'd almost do it, and I hear it every day."
The other man gave a small smile. "The blessing of Death, perhaps?" A laugh. "No, if I had to guess I'd say it's the Elder Shade in him. He's lived for so long, he's an expert at everything. Even speeches. He doesn't have to think about it at all, anymore."
"I guess I buy that." The minion looked at Adam, still speaking on the podium. "But do you think that expertise extends to politics? He doesn't seem to care what we do, so long as we respect the few orders he does give, but what if that's just a pose? What if he's more connected than we think?"
"That's fooli..." The other man looked at Adam with new eyes, too. "Well, maybe not foolish, but unlikely. He mutters only about death all day; what does he care of the affairs of the living? No, Death rules him, and Death knows that we serve his causes."
"If you say so. Why couldn't Old Bones have picked a more... convenient... ruler? Why him?"
"Hells if I know. Perhaps the Priest does, but even if that's true he's not telling either. Probably be he can do stuff like this, and because he does creep the hell out of the rest of us."
"True that, pal. True that..."
I have seen death, and I have seen life. They are much the same. Death is, perhaps, less bothersome to endure. Probably not.
canta 3, verse 12, Proverbs of Adam