Messa did not leave with his men the next morning, even though he did eventually fall asleep. A quarter hour before his men had been set to march off, he had received a summons to the Palace from the daughter of the Prime Minister herself. His men has whistled and teased him as she stood there waiting for him to accompany her while still dressed in full battle armor, and Sergeant Yonkers had been the one who finally pushed him off.
"If Cassiel wants to be seeing ye," the veteran had opined, "I doubt it would be good to keep him waiting, even if you do look like something that fell out of an ore cart. Go with the pretty lady, Messa. We'll see you soon enough. Take care," he had said, slapping Messa on the back with enough force that he could feel it through the armor before turning away and taking charge. That wording should have been Messa's first hint that Sergeant Yonkers knew more than he let on, but Yonkers wouldn't have been a Sergeant for so long if he hadn't picked up the ways to lead young officers around without them realizing it.
So Messa and the minister's daughter had walked out of the base and made way to the Palace, walking down the street in search of a cab. They made an odd pair: one a Grigori Serpent Slayer in full regalia, the other a young woman of fortunate birth, though she wore the same roughly-used utilitarian trousers and jerkin that had become the Grigori fashion for all classes. Climbing into the first passenger-wagon had been almost comical: while she had climbed and lept up to the far side with nary an effort, he almost fell on his back when the wagon tilted at the addition of his armored weight. After a nervous chuckle and the accusing eye of the driver, they were off to the palace.
"Ma'am, do you know why Cassiel saw fit to require my presence even as I was about to head out to the front?" Messa asked, cradling his helmet under his arm as they sat on opposite sides of the carriage.
His opposite didn't try and hide the frown that ran across her face. "Messa," she began with frank annoyance. "I could understand acting like that in front of your men, with your manly pride and all," she rolled her eyes to demonstrate what she thought of that, "but we've been friends since childhood. For Cassiel's sake, we used to play pretend marriage when we were younger! And then you leave for so many years, fight in our war and come home, and you can't even greet an old friend like you know her?"
Messa had the sense to look embarrassed. "Well, the last time we saw eachother, you did say you never wanted to see me again..." he defended. "I thought you were still angry and hiding it. It really is good to see you again, Maour."
Mouar returned the sentiment, but rolled her eyes regardless. "Messa, I was fourteen and coming off my period. Of course I was going to be upset that my best friend was about to vanish for the next eight years and go on all sorts of adventures while I was stuck in the palace. I was green with envy for months!" She glared at him, at least until they both burst out laughing at reconciling and reunion.
"In my defense, I didn't know it either," Messa admitted. "I was just told that I was going on a little trip with Uncle Groo, told to say my goodbyes, and it wasn't until a week later outside the Bannor capital I learned I wouldn't be returning anytime soon."
"He still lets you call him Uncle Groo?" Mouar wondered. "He made the rest of the boys practice with the palace guard until they stopped calling him that."
"Not to his face, at least, but it's just too funny when I can get other kids to call him that. Completely worth it," he said, chuckling.
Mouar shook her head. "Only you, Messa, could grow up thinking traveling with the Grigori Adventurers was natural. To everyone else they're the nation heroes of the Grigori, but to you they're just one big extended family, aren't they? You're the only child I ever saw Needles like, let alone tolerate, and only you could call Father Jeon Papa Je-" she stopped, and stopped at the faux pas. "I'm sorry, Messa," she said as his eyes dropped. "I know you and he were close and-"
Messa held out a hand, stopping her. Though the atmosphere had died, when he raised his eyes they weren't as full of guilt as they had been before.
"It's alright," he said. "I'm coming to terms with it, eventually." The previous atmosphere replaced with something much less comfortable, he tried to shift back to business again.
"Do you have any idea why Cassiel has summoned me?" he asked. "If it was to ask about Father Jeon's death, wouldn't he have asked for me last night?"
"I don't know," Mouar admitted. "No one expected you to arrive on horseback when you did, though, so he might have been surprised and not have had time yesterday. You did arrive rather late, and were set to leave early this morning." She paused, and unsurely said "though..."
"Yes?" Messa urged.
"I don't know what if anything it had to do with you, but late last night a guard detail rushed from the Shrine of the Champion to inform Cassiel about something, I think that an attempt had been made to desecrate Father Jeon's body and that Lady Capria had caught the vandal in the act. Lady Capria was immediately summoned to Cassiel's chambers along with my father, and Cassiel talked in private with them. When they left, my Father came to my room and asked if I would bring you to the palace this morning." She bowed her head in apology. "I'm sorry if that was meaningless, but that is what stood out in my mind from yesterday. It... it reminded me of back then, right before you were sent away."
"Thank you," Messa said sincerely. "It doesn't answer why, but it might be a start. I had a discussion with Lady Capria last night. Perhaps that has something to do with it."
After a pause, and Messa asked a question that had been on his mind for years.
"Mouar, do you know why I was sent from the Palace?" he asked.
"No," she answered. "I thought you knew."
He shook his head, and the conversation dropped.
Silence fell again. It wasn't the cheerful reunion immediately after they had entered the carriage, but it wasn't the uncomfortable silence either. It was peaceful, at least, and not at all bad.
As the carriage rolled to a stop, it was Mouar who stood first and offered a hand to the weighted Messa. As he took it and pulled, much as they had done during their childhood playing in the Grigori Palace, she paused before exiting the carriage.
"Messa?" She began.
"Yes?"
"It's good to see you again too."
---
The audience with Cassiel had its points of amusement, but had been no more enlightening. The amusements had come from the confusion of procedure: no longer a kingdom or a empire, protocol in the new Grigori Republic was still untested and unsure, and in some cases slips of habits made themselves known. Such as when Cassiel, Elder Statesmen of the Grigori Progress, was introduced as King, and Messa was bid to kneel and address his lord. Both had looked at the functionary with pointed looks until the little man had blushed as he realized his mistake.
When the formalities were set aside, though, Cassiel was less than his traditional enlightening. Messa stood before his audience chamber, a number of advisers to the Elder Statemen (the same court that had aided him before, no doubt) on the edges. From his peripherary, he also saw Mouar watching with a hopeful smile, and on the other side of the room was Lady Capria. Her expression was indecipherable.
"Messa, I have a task for you," Cassiel commanded without any rank to support it. The powers of the Elder Statesman were still very much in flux: technically, the to-be-announced First Consul was to command the armies and military, but no one had stepped forward to stop Cassiel when he issued tasks to the Adventurers. Precedent being 9/10ths of process, Messa mused that Cassiel had effectively seized the first bit of power in the raw system by retaining direct control with the Adventurers, even if no one was eager to deny it to him.
Then again, perhaps he hadn't. Adventurers, even Father Jeon, were notorious for being AWOL and ignoring official orders that struck them as wrong or simply burdensome. Cassiel's tasks were not really orders, per say, even if his word was just as important to the Adventurers, but he was moving in a way that made the system work around him.
"I serve the Grigori nation- I mean, Republic," Messa corrected himself, "but what requires me to leave my men at such a junction?"
"They are no longer your men," Cassiel said, and Messa's and others' eyes widened at what sounded to be a massive condemnation. Had the death of Father Jeon mattered so much?
Cassiel ignored them and continued. "The Republic has a vital task that must be accomplished, and I believe your are a man to help see that it is done. You have been reassigned to the One-Hundred-And-First Scouting Regiment," and another ripple of surprise went through the chamber.
For those who knew what it was, the 101st was the catch-all regiment that the Grigori Adventurers on missions were officially assigned to. It's missions were officially to scout Mazera, find and establish good relations with other nations, and conduct vital tasks far from the Grigori homelands. In practice, they did whatever Cassiel and the Grigori needed, wherever that happened to be.
"I am... honored," Messa admitted, "but surely there are better and more experienced men to handle it? I am sure the Adventurers from the Yokaido front will also be arriving soon, surely they could do it better than I. And my men fighting the Chislev need me, so I would like to decline-"
"You will do this," Cassiel overruled his declination by force of will and personality, "because you are uniquely suited by your experiences and history to work with our famed Adventurers and to carry out this task. Though there are more famous names I could send, this mission requires a level of discretion that you would be better suited for. Groo the Wanderer, Needles the Assassin who may well be favored by Aeron himself... they can not be hidden for who they are, even if they might be disguised for a time. But you, who have only appeared as an accessory in one song? You I can use to ensure this mission is a success. You are not irreplaceable in this war, Messa, but they are. You would best serve the Grigori Republic by carrying out the task assigned for you in their steed."
Messa wished to continue argue, but saw that Cassiel was fit to be as stubborn as only he could sometimes be. It was an ironic paradox: to follow orders would be to accept his assignment and join the ranks of the Adventurers. To defy orders and ignore his assigned task for a perceived more important roll would not return him to his command, but would also mark him with the same practices and individual will that broadly characterized the Adventurers. Either way, Cassiel had boxed him into accepting the role, if not the mission.
"Very well," he assented, as most all Adventurers eventually did. "What is your task for me, sir?"
"You will head far to the North, where the forces of both cold and fire wish to bring ruinous powers into creation. Already Bakabushi works to prevent such, and your task is to aid her to the completion of this mission. That is all I can say now: you will be informed of the more sensitive parts of your task shortly." There were a few more words, but they were mostly meaningless. Mouar stepped out of the crowd to guide him to where he was to go, but as he left he spotted Lady Capria watching him leave.
---
A few hours later, he was already registered in the Adventurer's Guild and was receiving his gear.
"A traveler's cloak is a necessity," the Master Outfitter of Midgard had started so long ago, "as is a full set of Snow Gear. Not close to what the Illians make, of course, but we aren't exactly in place to be buying their stuff while they're at war with the Amurites. This set is made by the Amurites, so you know it has magical resistance and heaters built in. Good stuff. Now let me look at your weapon."
Messa, arms too full to reach for his sword, was none the less affronted when the Outfitter pulled his trust iron sword out so freely. He was even more indignant when the man took one look at his, snorted on disgust, and threw it behind the counter.
"Cheap mass produced crap," the man grumbled. "What are they thinking, sending a man out with that? Adventurers on this sort of quest need something better. Wait here," he said, and was busy looking through his inventory before Messa had a chance to reply.
Not that Messa wanted to reply when he saw what the outfitter returned with. The old man grinned at the look on Messa's face as he held out the simple but undeniably elegant mithril straight sword. "That's good quality work right there," he said. "Just got that shipment from the Yokaido armory the other day. Won't be long before we're making our own mithril weapons here either. Reckon it's just a matter of finding who their miners and smiths are and bringing them over here for study."
He then turned back to his stores, forgetting about the blade almost immediately. "Let's see... probably wouldn't have some antidotes till you get past the Svartalfar, some cold-burn will help frostbite in the North, let's see where the Amurite heaters are..."
Messa was helpless as the man every Adventurer referred to simply as "sugar-daddy" did his work. Beside him sitting on the counter, not lifting one finger in the slightest to help him, Mouar giggled and laughed in amusement. Messa's expression when Sugar-Daddy came back holding deadly traps in case he found himself being followed was Mouar's favorite, as she clearly let be known.
It wasn't for hours more before Messa was deemed suitably outfitted to begin his trek to the North, to infiltrate Illian territory and meet up with Bakabushi, who was undercover as a fur merchant/actor. Apparently it made sense in context. Decked up, geared out, horse loaded, Messa and Mouar prepared their final goodbyes.
"It sort of brings back memories," Messa said. "Back when we were little more than chore-doers back at the Palace, getting loaded down with everything..."
"You always let me get loaded down with carrying everything," Mouar reminded him. "Said that it was the only way to make me strong like a boy, and when that didn't work you said you'd tell my father I wasn't helping because I though I didn't have to."
"It worked didn't it?" asked Messa, laughing, but Mouar made an expression of distaste.
"Do you know what my father would have done if he thought I acted like a blue-blood?" she asked. "Chores were pleasant compared to that. He is not a man to tolerate that sort of thinking from his daughter."
"Well, you don't have to worry about that anymore," he said. "You've grown into an impressive and beautiful girl, Mouar," Messa complimented.
"You too. Into an impressive man, I mean."
"Beautiful too?" he teased at her misstep.
"Perhaps," she said, and they laughed uncomfortably as the compliments turned too comfortable.
"Well, I suppose I had better be going now," Messa said eventually.
"I suppose you should. Be safe, alright?" she bid.
"You keep being a good influence on your father," he bid in return.
"Don't feel you have to stay away for eight years this time. Or I really will be mad at you."
"Is that a promise?"
"Just like when we were children."
"Well then, I'd better avoid making you mad."
And so Messa mounted his horse and rode off, hoping to reach the Clan border by nightfall. Mouar watched him until he was out of sight, and then watched a bit longer. She stopped watching when she heard the annoying crunch of a bitten apple and a whistful sigh.
"Ah, young love. You two were always so cute together as kids. Pity you have to part again after so many years of separation."
She recognized the voice even before she saw him taking another bite of his apple. "Sir Cabal Tenhare," she answered steadily, not amused at his infamous teasing.
"Then again, as kids I seem to remember you making eachother a lot of promises, like how you would get his toys when he left and that you would be the first married adventurer pair and all sorts of things that are so easy to tease you with all these years later. Whatever did happen to those rings you forced me to get for you two?"
She didn't react or respond to his needling. "If you were so disappointed, you could have volunteered for his task yourself."
"Oh, I tried," Cabal confessed. "Went to Cassiel himself and said it wasn't fair, that he should get to stay closer to home after so many years. Offered to go in his place, even if it meant leaving my birds here, since I'm known more by them than by my own face or name."
Mouar looked at him curiously. "Then why didn't he let you?" she asked.
"He had his reasons," Cabal evaded. "He told me, and they convinced me. What they are, you don't need to know quite yet. Unless you are that worried for him..." he tried to tease.
"He is my friend," Mouar answered honestly and immediately. "When we were children, he was perhaps the one boy I knew wasn't impressed or concerned with my father's name or rank. He looked after me because we were friends, and I do the same."
Cabal considered her honesty, and in his hesitation she made an attempt at unraveling the truth.
"Something happened in the Shrine of the Champion last night, didn't it? Lady Capria uncovered something important, more than a simple vandalism. And whatever it was, it compelled Cassiel to change Messa's assignment. Messa wasn't just sent to help Bakabushi in some important task: he was sent far away from the Grigori, somewhere he wouldn't be known or recognized."
Her eyes widened at a flash of realization. "Don't tell me that that's... eight years ago, when-"
Cabal silenced her by not quite gently shoving an apple between her teeth and not letting her remove it.
"You truly are a sharp mind in your own right," he sighed. "Normally that would be praise, but now it isn't. Let me tell you something that is very important for you to understand: Messa is an ordinary Grigori orphan. That is what he is, and that is all that he needs to be. That is all you have ever thought and believed, and that is all you will continue to say. Is that clear? This isn't just for your good, but also for his. Is that clear? Nod once if you understand." She considered being defiant, but Cabal's gaze indicated something far more serious and unmerciful, she nodded and Cabal released her.
"Messa is just another Grigori," Cabal said. "He might have been raised on the road from the age of thirteen by us Adventurers, but at heart he is very much a Grigori like you would find anywhere else in the land. He acts, thinks, and believes like one, and in the end that is all that matters. Not blood, not parentage, just that. Cassiel has never given any preferential treatment for him that he would not give for any other similar person, and Cassiel is not out to protect him from harm: might I remind you that Messa just fought on the most dangerous front during the entire Yokaido War both honorably and without the slightest favoritism?"
"Whatever the other reasons Cassiel does not have, the reasons he gave and convinced me are far more mundane and reasonable than what you might expect. Though he is recovering, Messa still feels weighed down by guilt over Father Jeon's death. If he were to lead his men now, he would fight and push them to the limit, and himself even further in a flawed attempt to match Jeon. He might survive, but he might well put himself and his men in danger they are not capable of matching, and they would follow him regardless because they trust him enough to do so. In other words, Messa is not yet reliable enough to truly resume command, especially for one as loyal and dedicated as the Serpentine."
"But he is not beyond help, and this journey offers him a chance to heal inside, to both overcome his guilt and find his own place in the world. Cassiel believes that this journey is exactly the sort of thing that Messa is both suited to accomplish and in need for to become a better person who can reach his full potential." He paused, and then concluded with an admission.
"And if I did not believe Cassiel, I assure you I would now be on the road right there with him."