Random Rants XII: You Can Take My Life, BUT YOU WILL NEVER TAKE MY BUS SEAT!

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I feel like all of my friends already know where they are going for college. My two best friends are now set. I have to wait until April; I will not even know then. I am just tired of waiting.
 
Here's my rant, continuation of the one from the previous thread:

As I've said before, I'm applying for universities abroad for next year....
And a particular one had a deadline of February 1st, and according to the people at the office I sent it through it was supposed to arrive on January 29th. However I got no answer at all from the university's financial aid team (nothing, not even a notice of receiving them!), and I'm getting worried already. If the documents I need for the application for financial aid did not make it to the university by the time of the deadline, all my chances of going there are null and void. :cry: If that's the case, I have absolutely no idea how to get out of this crisis. God! Why does it have to be so complicated??

And worse, tomorrow I have a HELLISH day, including some incredibly important (for me) recordings that I have to do, it's 3:20 AM and I simply cannot sleep because of the rant above (something in particular made me more concerned with that than I should be, apart from the "1 week has passed" mark). :( I've already tried to sleep three times and gotten out of bed in an angry rush over inability to sleep. This hasn't happened to me in a long time....
 
Why can't we get along?
 
The wireless internet on my computer is screwed up so my internet time as gone down like 200% I have to use either my parents laptop which more often than not they are using or my ancient desktop that takes ten minutes to load the homepage :mad:
 
Airlines are stupid:

1-way flight: $850
Round-trip, using the same flight as above and then a return flight you don't actually take: $450
 
I wish I can erase sadness from some people I know. They are really hurting out there, and it's not fair. LIFE IS UNFAIR!!! I'm gonna do something about it. One person at a time.
 
I actually got something to complain about! I hate how this forum deletes my post randomly. It's been happening all week.
 
So this girl and I always joke around about getting married, Ive writeen her two poems that she liked, and I wrote down a romantic dream that I had including her, we randomly often text late into the night, she jokingly calls me hubby and I call her wifey(well less so) when I told her I didnt want to touch her she freaked out and asked why(It was a respectful "I dont want to touch you", she got it) and I think I might like her. But its Romeo and Juliet, we cant. Bah.
 
Why didn't you want to touch her in the first place? Is she pretty?

Shes really pretty, god shes pretty. Its just one of those hi respect things I have. I feel like what we have is kindov beyond ourselves, and touching is like admitting that its not. Youd have to know me, Im totally existential and pretentious like that.
 
I feel like what we have is kindov beyond ourselves, and touching is like admitting that its not. .

Can you try to explain anyway? I'm very curious :)
 
You get so close to somebody and you have such a profound attachment and connection with them that it creates this respect between yourselves, and not your bodies(bodies just being a casing for the brain, for example, if I put my brain in your body, Im still ME, just in your body) and touching would negate the feelings we have for each other, in a sense admitting that were still so savage and primitive that we have to make physical contact, casting away that purely emotional bond.
 
Shes really pretty, god shes pretty. Its just one of those hi respect things I have. I feel like what we have is kindov beyond ourselves, and touching is like admitting that its not. Youd have to know me, Im totally existential and pretentious like that.
I'm not trying to be rude and distasteful over here, but you would never sleep with her, even though she's very pretty?...huh, that doesn't make any sense. :confused:
 
thanks...what a interesting world view. What does she think of it?
 
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