Illusionist Wrote:
"Is this the end then? Have we given up?" Nysonna spoke as if to herself; Aevyxi, her hunting-companion-in-name, had barely spoken since they left the camp. At first it merely seemed that Aevyxi thought Nysonna beneath her notice - but as she followed, docile, allowing Nysonna to lead the way, it became clear that she despised the hunt itself and her duty in it: Her eyes abstracted, her hands and fingers in constant sinuous, mystic motion, she made it clear that her attention was far away. It was bad enough that the Winter Queen felt they had reached such dire straits that even her arcane retinue must join in seeking game, but at least if Aexyxi were willing to pay attention, there might have been hope that she could learn something.
Climbing silently over a massive log, her sharp eyes seeking in all directions for a track, a burrow, any sign, finding none, Nysonna dropped lightly to the snowy ground. "I know it was a blow when we had to abandon the new court at Nethrael, but we knew it couldn't last for long. That hopeless gambit can't have been the whole plan." It had given her hope, still-cherished, for some distant future when the winter might at last relent and begin to grow more mild - distant hope, but that was all. She glanced over her shoulder, saw Aevyxi poised at the top of the log, staring out among the treetops, weaving the air with her hands. Nysonna glared, her eyes turning hard as diamonds. "There's nothing out this way. That's why you're with me, isn't it? To weave illusions I can bring back as though they're food. And maybe you'll make the illusion so complete that we'll none of us feel hungry, even as we waste away - still looking fit and healthy no doubt, by more illusions - until we die of starvation, our bellies happily sated in their emptiness."
Still Aevyxi said nothing, and Nysonna bridled. "I won't..." but then she froze. A crash off in the distance had faintly reached her ears even across all the muffling snow. By the sound, it might have been a small tree snapping in two - not merely falling from the weight of snow alone. It was a sound of sudden violence - a sound of danger. Nysonna cursed. She knew she should learn what it was, and with another warrior for her companion, she would at least have tried, but Aevyxi was too important to the Court, too helpless on her own, and could hardly report the danger if Nysonna died trying to learn its nature - lost in her spells, Aevyxi might not even know it was there.
Nysonna planted her spear, vaulted back to the top of the log, and pulled it up after her. She peered through the winter-bare woods in the direction of the tumult - for now the noises, faint but growing, were almost continuous: Something big crashing toward them, reckless of branches and sometimes even trees, filling the air with howls and roars and growls and shrieking cries loud enough to be heard already, charging closer at breakneck speeds. A true hunter would have recognized at least the sounds of those mighty growls, but Nysonna had been pressed into duty, like nearly everyone else, out of sheer desperation, not because she had any real knowledge of the wilds. "Let's go," she hissed, seeing nothing, not wanting it to get close enough through the naked trees of the winter wood to see or to be seen. She dropped from the log, and cursed as Aevyxi took her time, slowly descending step by step on the same stubs of the log's branches on which she must have climbed, her hands still weaving magic, her eyes still far away. Again Nysonna urged, "Come on!" and started to sprint away, only to look over her shoulder and see Aevyxi still walking slowly, as if in a trance.
Aevyxi spoke at last, but she only called out, "Wait," in a distant, dreaming voice, and turned to face the giant log and the unseen approaching monster. For a moment, Nysonna thought she would run and leave the spell-blind fool to her fate ... but she knew that in comparison with the punishments that must await her if she returned to camp without Aevyxi, any pain or death she might suffer at the claws of winter beasts would seem a paradise.
"Let's go," she urged again, rushing back to Aevyxi's side, wanting to scream to awake her companion, wanting almost to whisper in case her voice drew the monstrous beast. "We've got to go!"
Aevyxi didn't answer; instead, as the sounds of roars and growls and crashing impacts drew nearer - the creature must have been enormous if it couldn't pass through those winter-stripped woods without hitting so many trees - in her far-away voice, she said, "Ready your spear."
Nysonna spun on her, eyes narrowed, in spite of the terrifying noises closing in. To raise a spear against such a monster as approached would be like wielding a porcupine quill against a bear. "It's yours, then? An illusion to sate..."
But Aevyxi was backing away from the log, almost in haste in spite of her trance-like state, and though her voice was as distant as ever, she seemed to plead, "Nysonna, your spear...."
Nysonna whirled again and saw bloody paws find a grip on the the top of the giant log, and then the enormous body - enormous though far smaller than the nameless monster she had feared - of a great ice bear. Its snow-white fur was stained and clotted with its own blood, thick with bark and twigs and tree-sap, snow and gravel, as if in its wild charge it alone had been responsible for all the crashing noises, veering into every possible tree and rock and snow-bank along the way. Its head was turned, staring wildly at something still behind it - some howling, keening, crackling thing that made Nysonna's blood run cold - but already she began to understand; already, though almost too late, she began to have hope, and as the ice bear scrambled forward, its limbs flailing, and fell forward off the log, she managed to leap forward and brace her spear so that the bear impaled itself upon the upraised point. Its massive weight came down on her, the spear's shaft snapped in two, and she felt a blaze of pain as its dying body struck out blindly, trapping her right arm, but though its hot, expiring breath fouled the air, and though its bulk brought her down into the cold, soft, welcome snow, though her right arm was in agony, she lived.
The bear's muscles convulsed once more, igniting another explosion of pain in Nysonna's arm, and then the beast lay dead and silent alongside her in the snow. Struggling to look up, she saw at last what she knew she must: The howling, screaming, keening host, led by fountains of blazing fire, of every terror that could take hold upon an ursine heart. The terrible phantasmal host soared above the fallen log, and as it passed, seemed to evaporate into the winter sky. How far had it driven the mighty bear, through injury, exhaustion and pain, to death at Nysonna's hands? She shook her head and tried to push away her own pain, still intense, so she could shut her eyes, so she could rest.
A hand on her left shoulder, and Nysonna forced herself to look up once more - to look up at Aevyxi, down on one knee by her side. Aevyxi's eyes were focused, bright; her voice was clear and present. "Are you all right, Nysonna?"
She felt she didn't have the strength to groan. "My right arm..."
Aevyxi looked and nodded, and she asked, "If I can take some of its weight from you, can you move enough to get free?"
At first, Nysonna couldn't answer, but Aevyxi read her eyes and nodded, and stood, and drove the base of her staff into the snow and shattered ice beneath the bear's left shoulder. For an instant, Nysonna expected a flash of magic power, but there was none; instead she saw the muscles strain in Aevyxi's legs and back and arms and shoulders, using no magic but the power of a lever to free Nysonna's arm.
Nysonna rolled clear, shutting her eyes, crying out with the pain, but glad at last when she came to rest, no longer trapped, her arm in agony and certainly broken but still her own, as Aevyxi stepped back, pulling her staff free, leaving the body of the bear to collapse again into the snow. Aevyxi ran her hands all along the length of her staff as she approached, then used it to lower herself again by Nysonna's side, down to a knee, resting her hand on Nysonna's good shoulder once more, holding her eyes earnestly. Quietly, Aevyxi said, "Rest now. Help will be coming soon. I sent the last of my phantasms back to camp to call for a healer, and for manservants to drag the body." She smiled. "Well fought, Nysonna. We dine on bear this night."
Nysonna shifted slightly, trying to find a less-painful position for her arm. "You could have warned me," she whispered, unable to hold the words back.
Aevyxi sighed, and she looked up at a snow-stripped treetop in the distance. "It was my first hunt," she answered. "I didn't know what to expect." And then her eyes returned, and a certain smile tugged at just the corner of her lips. "By the time I saw the bear through my illusory spies and realized what I could do with it, my mind was far away from here." The smile formed, as though her lips were finally unable to resist it. "Far, far too far away to speak to my companion, or to hear..." she withdrew her comforting hand just long enough to put a silent, hushing finger to her lips, and then continued in a whisper, all comfort and affection, with a look in her eyes that felt exactly like a wink, "...to hear what she had to say - though of course I know it would be confident praise - about the plans of our Winter Queen."
Volanna Pedia:
Another successful hunt, and the Winter Court would eat richly once more, but Volanna barely acknowledged the cheers and praise of her peers at the city gates as her huntresses and Nyxkin carried in the kills. Game was growing ever more scarce, she had to lead her hunting bands ever farther to find adequate food, and as countless moons waxed and waned without even a hint of spring, the winter was only growing deeper. As she rode to her stable-grove, groomed and fed her great war panther - tasks she would leave to no other's hand - she pondered the signs she'd seen, seeking solutions or hope at least, and trying to think of ways without risk to her life and her band's of bringing such advice as she had to the attention of the Winter Queen.[PARAGRAPH:1]She sang her war panther to sleep, crouched close beside it in the low branches of its favorite tree, her hands in its fur, a ritual to which she had trained it herself as a symbol and deepening of its trust and loyalty. Returning home, she bathed in icy water, in part to preserve a tiny portion of the city's dwindling firewood supplies, but in greater part to keep herself from going soft, from longing too much for the city. Her place was in the wilds, leading her huntresses and Nyxkin, and she had to be always ready to ride forth again. She looked askance at the gaudy court attire laid out for her by a servant, and much later, when a polite knock sounded at her door, the messenger had to be kept waiting while she finally, reluctantly draped herself to meet him. Her body no longer minded the cold; she had grown used to it. All she had bothered to do with the clothes before the messenger arrived was to carefully go through them in case of hidden needles or worse. She knew what it meant to be back in the city. [PARAGRAPH:1]The messenger bowed to the floor, his forehead touching the flagstones of her doorstep, but Volanna only wondered what he would be reporting, and to whom, once he left her presence. She thanked him, not knowing whether to dread or rejoice in the opportunity, when he informed her she was summoned at a private hour that evening to speak with Faeryl Viconia, the Winter Queen. [PARAGRAPH:2]Volanna stepped into her monarch's presence and went down at once to a knee, bowing almost as far as the messenger had done on her doorstep. In long-schooled tones of deepest respect, she said, "I obey your summons, Majesty." [PARAGRAPH:1]Queen Viconia strode to her side, apparently alone though a dozen archers and assassins might have been within easy reach in case Volanna wished to do her harm, and said, "Rise, Commander Volanna, Chief of my Nykin, and walk with me." [PARAGRAPH:1]Volanna followed obediently, beside and half a step behind the Winter Queen, alert to danger but seeking an opening to offer something - some advice or hint of the coming danger - to her Queen. Her voice calm and teasing as ever, eschewing the royal we and concealing any hint of her true emotions, Faeryl Viconia remarked, "You must feel popular, Volanna. Don't let it go to your head." [PARAGRAPH:1]The blood froze in Volanna's veins. It could only be a warning - or worse perhaps, a prelude to wielding her as a political tool. If the Queen thought she smelled even a hint of rivalry, Volanna was grateful even to learn of it before the knife came in the night, but she knew that if so, the only reasons she had been extended this courtesy were the skill with which she led work vital to the court's survival - and the very fact of her popularity. Hoping desperately to head off either dread possibility, Volanna insisted, "The meat I bring is popular. The reflected glory I seem to wear is all from bringing it, and lasts only so long as I continue to go forth and bring it home. It would fade away like the vapor of breath were I to remain in the city." [PARAGRAPH:1]Faeryl Viconia met her eyes with the dangerous, teasing smile that had won and broken so many hearts - and stopped nearly as many, just one of many possible distractions she used to conceal the faint taste of poison or the silent motion of a knife. "Perhaps so," said the Winter Queen. "Would you tell me that their fleeting love does not please you, then?" [PARAGRAPH:1]Carefully, praying that the faint hope of an opening she saw might be more than an illusion, Volanna answered, "It surely would, but that I fear for them lest I someday fail to bring all that they need. It grows ever more difficult to find game, and we must travel ever further afield to track any at all. Unless we can spread a wider net or find ways to subsist on less..." [PARAGRAPH:1]The Winter Queen moved her head, the barest fraction of an inch, and Volanna fell silent, terrified lest she had displeased her monarch, made herself seem more expendable, or both. Yet the Svaltalfar must survive, and it was unthinkable to Volanna to play at politics with her Queen when the survival of all their people might lie balanced on a knife's edge. Softly, softly, in the same teasing voice as ever, Faeryl asked, "Did you think this unknown to me?" She flashed her beautiful, teasing smile, more dangerous than a serpent's fangs. "Every hunting trip takes longer to return than the one before, and your band's alone are now still worth the cost to outfit them. We need to seek out other possibilities." Again the smile. "Or do you think you're different? Perhaps alone, without a whole Court to feed, you and those loyal to you would thrive better in this winter world." [PARAGRAPH:1]Volanna sank to a knee once more, bowing her head above clasped hands. "My queen, if it were so, I could not abandon our people. I could not abandon you. So long as it is in my power to help, I..." [PARAGRAPH:1]"Volanna," the Queen teased, haughty, "is it for you to tell me what you can and cannot do?" Before Volanna could muster an answer, Faeryl Viconia went on, "If you would please your Winter Queen, you'll go back to find the places where good game is not so scarce, but this time follow the trail instead of bringing the scraps back here. Find a place where the endless winter is milder and our needs will not dry up on us, and ready the ground for us to join you there." She winked and teased, "Well, Commander? Will you tell me now you can't do this for me?" [PARAGRAPH:1]No answer was possible - none at least could be permitted - and so Volanna said only, "I obey, my Queen." [PARAGRAPH:2]Eight full moons had waxed and waned in their ride away from the city before Volanna told in full the mission on which they were truly bound. She surveyed the group she had assembled, their loyalty and trust in her forged, tempered, and hardened to steel in battles' heat and the endless winter's cold. She had disposed of two assassins among them who had tried to act in the first month of the journey, when they thought she was unprepared, when they supposed the watches she set had been meant only to watch for danger from outside the camp. There had been no other attempts, but Volanna had dealt with three separate sleeper agents of the Winter Queen since then. In the city, in spite of her training, indispensible to a Commander or indeed an officer of any rank, she felt surrounded and uncertain, unprepared for assassination or betrayal that might strike from any side. Here though, she was in her element: No secrecy, no promises, no loyalty purchased at any price, from the confines of the Court and the city, could survive a moonspan in the wilderness under Volanna's watchful eyes. [PARAGRAPH:1]The first she told was Lyrae, her chief huntress, who approached with another report, much the same as the last. "The woodlands, where they stand at all, remain more fruitful than the icy plains, but there is no trail to follow to temperate climes. As far as can be told or known, in all directions, game is scarce and growing scarcer, dwindling with the snow-choked plants of this frozen land. There is no distant place with less-punishing weather; there are only the wilds, with game here more plentiful only because we are far from the home of any hunter but ourselves, and so what little is here has not as yet been despoiled." [PARAGRAPH:1]"I know it, Lyrae," Volanna answered. "I have known it, as I think the Winter Queen herself knew, all along. If by a miracle there somewhere lies a place of mild winter, then by all means let us find and claim that land, but I doubt if we shall find it, for I doubt if it exists, and while we search, in vain or not, we have a greater task." [PARAGRAPH:1]The huntress Lyrae stirred, not with the discomfort that would have taken her in Court when she was forced to swallow disagreements with ranking courtesans there, but with the passion of her knowledge. "Shall we be required then to also bring down the moon for her, and stars to light her bedchamber? All while proving ourselves against such tests-in-name as agents sent to betray us from our midst? The winter grows colder everywhere, the game more scarce, not less. Ere long, it will be task enough for us to survive in these frozen lands." [PARAGRAPH:1]Volanna set a calming hand on Lyrae's upper arm, a gesture that would have been almost unthinkable in Court. Lyrae met her Commander's eyes, and drew a steady breath, her passion soothed almost at once by the familiar sense of kinship that she found there. Softly and with sorrow, Volanna answered, "It shall indeed be task enough, and that is why it is our task. Not alone are we endangered by the freezing of the land, for the Court itself long since now has run out of lesser cities from whose stores to steal, whether by stealth or tax. Its own stores are depleting, most of all now that we're gone. Ere long now, should this winter hold, they shall be forced to scatter to the wilds, and leave the over-hunted wastes that now surround their city, in packs like ours that stand a chance at least of finding food enough to keep the few in each small pack alive." [PARAGRAPH:1]Lyrae looked out across the snow, toward the distant horizon, far beyond which lay the Winter Court and the city that served it still. "We could have helped them," she told Volanna. "Were it not for our Queen's orders, we could help them still. We could teach them the secrets of the wild lands and of survival, train them to do without the luxurious habits they now suppose are necessities, prepare them for the cold and the hunger of the trail, the joy and the skills of the hunt, and one by one help them form among themselves the bonds of trust and true loyalty that are as necessary to survival in the wilds as they are impossible to form or prove in Court within the city." She turned and met Volanna's eyes. "Could we not return in secret, and help them still? We could find their other hunters, far beyond the city's reach, and train them to the pitch of our own abilities, train them to teach the Court in turn and all the people of the city!" [PARAGRAPH:1]A moment passed in silence - the pure silence of the wilds when every sound is muffled by the snow. At last, Volanna whispered, "I feel my heart crack to know it, but we cannot now return. The other hunters cannot stray beyond the city's reach, for they are of the city's reach themselves. If even one returns, our Queen will soon enough know all, and even if we turn them all, and all stay with us in the wilds, we steal from our own people the best guides still left to them." [PARAGRAPH:1]Lyrae nodded soberly, sadly looking down. "I fear I see your meaning. No matter how we seek to aid them, it may seem to our Queen's courtly eyes a mere move in her great political game - perhaps even a prelude to revolution. So we continue on our mission as though there were hope of success - continue and survive as best we can?" [PARAGRAPH:1]"It is where every one of us, hunter, Courtesan, mage, and Queen, must soon turn all our strength." Volanna turned her steady eyes on Lyrae. "It may yet be that none of us shall see another spring. We, the hardiest, starting soonest, the most skilled in all the ways of this snowy wilderness, are the best hope left for Svaltalfar survival. There is nothing more important than preserving that best hope." [PARAGRAPH:1]With another grim nod, Lyrae murmured, "I wonder if our Winter Queen would agree." [PARAGRAPH:1]Volanna perked one ear at the distant cry of a hawk - but she knew no hawk had made that sound; she knew the crier by voice and name, and knew the call meant all was well to the south, with no further sign of frostlings. As her attention returned, she asked Lyrae, "And yet how could she not? Some at least must be preserved of all her people, come what may, and surely she would say so and agree, 'tis better that our band survive than none of us at all if ever we reach that point of misery. What's more, I think our Winter Queen herself a true survivor, and if it comes to that and any from the city ever reach us to survive with us in distant lands, I know the one to reach us would be she." [PARAGRAPH:1]Lyrae shifted in the snow and pursed her lips. "No doubt we'll make it easier on her," she answered. "If once we learn our people are scattering from home, striking desperate into the wilderness, then at least we may find and teach such of them as we can find and who separately are willing to learn. And perhaps hidden in some such group, we'll find the Winter Queen, and she will greet us as her friends and subjects, all else having failed." She met Volanna's eyes again and a fire seemed to burn behind them. "Perhaps she shall. What then? Hand over the reins of your panther steed and let a pampered daughter of royalty rule us all, spreading her special Courtly brand of betrayal and jealousy? Will our band then live longer than the Court she rules today - the court from which she exiled those who best could teach its people to survive?" [PARAGRAPH:1]At first, Volanna could not answer; she long had felt herself free of the Court and its baelful influence, deep in the wilderness that she knew, where she was strong, but she discovered of a sudden, by the burning light of the fire in Lyrae's eyes, that she was free indeed as she had never been before. She drew a long, deep, cleansing breath, and looked around her camp with pride and pleasure and new eyes. She knew each huntress, each Nyxkin, even each still-surviving manservant, more deeply than any mere Courtesan cared - apart from their political weaknesses - to know anyone at all. When at last Volanna's eyes returned to Lyrae, they shone with the light not of fire but of her smile. "Then, chief huntress Lyrae," she answered finally, "Then I think we shall find out, in this time and in this place, in this camp among our people, who holds the right to rule the Svartalfar."