August 24, 1953; February 11, 1963; July 15, 1974; October 4, 1974; January 22, 1987
journal writing, reading poetry, reading prose, analysis, avoiding others
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Sep 11, 1988
(Age: 35)
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There is a bad place in my mind where bad things happen all the time. I think of it as the surreal reality. It looks painless at first, but it becomes worse at last as time passes. My mind has become so fragile and borderline that any violent outside factor may very well possibly led to total loss of control and intensve convlusions. That's just one side. The other side struggles to live in an unfriendly society where "normalcy" is seemingly impossible, grades are gradually slipping, and social activity is down to nothing. This is one viewpoint that will change as my mind rapdly and repeatedly degrades and reinvigorates. I am "okay" most of the time, but live in fear that the surreality will strike at any time, crippling me...