Harvin87
The Youth
Yesterday night... I was drinking with some friend .. who happens to be a casual player... and in the past he has never been able to beat me ... not even once.. no even a draw... but yesterday we were talking about chess and we decided to play a match.. I was a little of bit drunk I have to say... and the unexpected happened... he won... I was so so so dissapointed of myself ... he is aware that it was not my best game of course.. I played a horrible game from start to finish... and now the day after... the board is still the way it ended yesterday... and it makes me feel bad and dissapointed... I have never experienced this before .. this feeling ... of I dont know what.. ...
... has this ever happened to someone? .. how much it took you to get over an impressive defeat? .. for me ... now .. at the moment I cant even see a chessboard.. it makes me feel angry...
thx


thx
