stormbind said:
Post the full game and embarrass myself?
Don't worry, you are among friends.

And I have played some rather miserable games myself, in fact everybody has, chess is a very difficult game...
stormbind said:
I think you put your thumb on it when you said, in previous games, that I appear to lack structure or a plan. I'm trying to change that flaw, but I will never be a strong player, so bare in mind that all my games will have goofs..
Don't be so pessimistic!

One day you may wake up and find yourself a formidable force on the chessboard!
Practice vs. Computer
Result: 1/2 - 1/2
1. e4 c5
2. f4 e5
3. d3 Nc6
4. Nf3 Bd6
5. g3 Nf6
6. Bh3 0-0
7. 0-0 Qb6
8. Nxe5 Nxe5 *Rash?*
9. fxe5 Bxe5
10. Nc3 c4+
11. Kg2 d6
12. Nd5 Nxd5 *Rash?*
13. exd5 Bxh3+
14. Kxh3 c3
15. bxc3 Bxc3 *White's position is lost*
16. Bd2 Bxa1
17. Qxa1 Qc7
18. Rf6 gxf6 *Desperately seeking a draw*
19. Qxf6 Qd8
20. Qf4 Kh8
21. Bc3+ f6
22. g4 a5
23. Ba1 Kg8
24. Qd4 Qc8
25. Qb6 h5
26. Qd4 Qxc2
27. gxh5 Qxa2
28. Qg4+ Kh8
29. Qg6 Qxa1
30. Qh6+ Kg8
31. Qg6+ Kh8
32. Qh6+ Kg8
33. Qg6+ Kh8 *Draw by repetition*[/QUOTE]
Some express-notes to this game:
8.Kh1 seems to be stronger, with the ideas 9.Nd2-c4 or Na3-c4. There is no reason to release the tension in the centre.
11. Kh1 seems more solid.
15.bxc3 is of course a blunder, 15.b3 and the position is quite unclear.
Your 18th move is a rather desperate gamble, 18.c4 is objectively better.
20...f5 wins easily.
22...a5 is meaningless.
Why not 26...Qxg4+!
27...Qe2 is quite strong.
Great swindle, to sum it up:
You lost your opening advantage through a rash decision.
You blundered but then you found a good practical chance and consequently saved a totally lost game.
This further indicates what I already thought, you are a good tactician but your positional play leaves a bit to be desired. I think you should cultivate your strength and play open games, gambits and that sort of stuff. Next time you can try try an open Sicilian or even bamboozle the artificial beast with1.e4 c5 2.d4 cxd4 3.c3.
Have fun!
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