This may well be one of the best games I ever played ("the best" I was thinking, while I was playing it).
Up until I let myself get checkmated that is!
[Event "VCCC Tourney"]
[Site "Ventura, CA"]
[Date "2008.04.15"]
[Round "3"]
[White "Narz"]
[Black "Chuck"]
[Result "0-1"]
[ECO "B22"]
[WhiteElo "1475"]
[BlackElo "1800"]
[Annotator ",Narz"]
[TimeControl "110 minutes"]
1. e4 c5 2. c3 d5 3. exd5 Qxd5 4. d4 Nf6 5. Nf3 e6 6. Be2 cxd4 7. cxd4 Be7 8. Nc3 Qd8 9. Bf4 O-O 10. O-O Nc6 11. Rc1 a6 [I felt like I had a slight edge out of the opening but nothing to write home about, I debated for awhile about my next move before making it]
12. Qd2 Bd7 13. Ne5 Nd5 [was a bit surprised by this move, I thought that after the smoked cleared I had a small edge]
14. Nxd5 exd5 15. Nxd7 Qxd7 16. Bf3 [almost played R(f)e1 here which would've sunk me right away - 16. ... Bb4! I was taking my time though and taking quick walks/runs outside every three or four moves which definitely aided my concentration]
Bf6 17. Be3 b6 [Perhaps he saw me eying the possibility of putting my rook on c5. Still, this didn't strike me as the finest move]
18. Rc3 Na5 19. b3 [preventing Nc4]
Be7 20. Qc2 Rac8 21. Rc1 Rxc3 22. Qxc3 Qe6 [I was feeling very happy with my game at this point!]
23. Qc7 Bd6 [if Qxb6 then Bxh2+ and I lose the queen]
24. Qa7 f5 [surprising, I was expecting b5]
25. Qxa6 Ba3 26. Re1 Bb4 [was thinking he might do this, was happy to see it, I will another pawn]
27. Bd2 Qd6 28. Bxd5+ Kh8 29. Bxb4 Qxb4 30. Rd1 Re8 31. g3 [better safe than sorry!]
h6 32. Rc1 [was sacrificing this pawn a mistake? I had to activate my pieces somehow]
Qxd4 33. Bf3 [an immediate 33. Rc8 would've been very bad]
Qd2 34. Rc8 Qe1+ 35. Kg2 Kh7 [my opponent played this all very well, IMO, I gave him alot of opportunity to go wrong but he took none of it!]
36. Rxe8 Qxe8 37. Qxb6 Qe5 38. Bh5 [an irresistible threat so I thought, he'd have to block with the queen, allowing me to trade and then win the grim knight on the rim, I was wrong]
Qe4+ 39. Kh3 Nc6 [Noooo! I completely overlooked this, I didn't want the knight to get back in the game!]
40. Qe3 Qb1 41. Bf3 [protecting against Qf1+ with g5 mate to follow] Nb4 42. a4 Qf1+ 43. Bg2 Qd1 44. Qc5 [For some reason I judged this equal to Kf4, both double attacking knight & pawn. I choose the c5 square because I preferred it aesthetically.

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Qg4# 0-1
And there you have it. One of my finer performances ruined by a simple oversight. It gives me a modicum of comfort that the same thing happened recently to Kramnik.
These long games are really good for me though. Too much speed chess has given me itchy trigger fingers and these longer time controls (110 minutes per side) really helps me relax and make the best moves. This blunder has helped me realize I need to keep playing longer time controls and double checking all my moves (instead of getting caught up in my own plans and neglecting reality).
Further comments welcome. I'm going to analyze it with an engine myself now but I like to go over my own thought process first.
