Oosik,
Before you begin your gallery excursions, you can extend the fog by moving 1 tile out into the sea and then come back safely. The cow tile seems like a good place for this.
You seem annoyed at your start position. Why? Different starts are part of the game. Consider Monopoly for a moment. How much fun would it be if you always got Boardwalk? Each and every game?? Sometimes you get Baltic. Haven't you ever seen 4 RR's and Baltic-Met hotelled wipe out Boardwalk-Park Place because Baltic-Met was hotelled first and Boardwalk player keep on hitting RR's and the purple tiles and never had money to develop Boardwalk? Boardwalk is only winning in Monopoly when the other players don't develop their sets first.
Look at your minimap and you will see strengths in your position:
1. you have a sole land mass.
If you were in the middle of a large continent you could have 5 civs bearing down on you from all sides.
2. you are safe from attack from the south
This means you have 1/4 more military to use more effectively.
3. you have fresh water
Often you start on distant island with no water.
4. You have at least 4 bonus tiles
You could be starting in the middle of a continent in the middle of a jungle. Then you would no only be subject to attack from all sides, but you would have to chop and chop and chop just to get to a 2 food tile.
Another thread you might consider reading is one containing the phrase "a cold start". It is the story of a player who was given a start position in tundra, and how he overcame the obstacles to pull the game out. {If you can't find the thread here, check over at apolyton, it might have been over there.}
Finally, if you give up and always restart instead of trying to play, you will never discover the joy of pulling out a lost game.
Think about it.
== PF