Life.
Hitler is love, Hitler is life?
@Lohren: the vast majority of people will simply never be anything special in their field anyway. Including those who were great uni students. Most of those end up in some secondary education or at best uni level professor job, where they'll never be even a footnote on their field. In that sense it literally doesn't matter if you are not the best in your class. And you are a teen (i think?), so you are in a very difficult phase of your life anyway. If you get through it one has to suppose things will be better.