I was at work that day here in Germany. I was surfing the internet in the early afternoon, like my whole team did unless they were playing games. Our work morale was pretty low at that time, no wonder in a new economy company that was about to go down the drain - we simply had nothing to do.
Around 14:30 p. m.
www.yahoo.de said that a plane crashed into one of the WTC towers. The type of the plane was yet unknown. I was wondering how this could happen and told my colleagues "damn, look at this". I changed to
www.spiegel.de, the best news source in Germany. They had an article stating a big passenger jet crashed into the WTC. I couldn't believe it. Then things happened very fast, altough news sites troughout Germany went slow. Spiegel.de went down and instantly had a second server. Then came the second plane. GWB said it was terrorism.
I couldn't believe it and thought "OK, if this is real, the White House or the Congress is next. Whoever did this is absolutely crazy. This is not possible.". Then the first tower collapsed. Two women ran into our bureau (it was located next to our cafeteria and pretty much frequented because we always were in a good mood), cried and said "a WTC tower just collapsed". Nobody answered. We just couldn't believe it. Then the second tower came down. The name "Bin Laden" came into play, too fast for my taste. I saved every picture I encountered in the news. This was too surreal.
Around 16:00 I told my colleagues that I'd go home to watch TV and that they should feel free to do the same. I came home, my girlfriend was there, I connected the TV (I rarely watch TV, so it's usually standing on the floor, disconnected, covered with a sheet) and turned it on without saying a word. My girlfriend asked what the hell was going on with me. She hadn't heard it so far. "Hell broke loose," I said "someone who is really insane captured an unknown number of civil aircraft and crashes them into buildings in America and the world trade center is gone. It collapsed an hour ago." I realized I was under shock myself.
I thought they would capture some more airplanes and attack other prominent Places, Congress, White House, Statue of Liberty, Sears Tower, Camp David. I thought if someone high up in the US Airforce just lost his family in NY he'd go crazy and visit Afghanistan to retaliate instantly, without command or permission - I would have understood it. I may would have done it myself if I had lost my loved ones. Afghanistan was already mentioned in the news as the source of the attack.
TV showed NY in flames and dust.
People covered with ash and dust ran in shock. The Pentagon was hit, not so important to me, the pentagon is the central military facility of the US and they certainly know how to design and defend such a building, I thought to myself. But those civilians in NY, in their bureaus, especially those above the point of impact didn't have a chance. America will get angry, very very angry and god only knows, I thought. And they have the right to do so, no doubt about it. WW3 felt close that day.
Our chancellor found good words and called it a crime against the civilized world. And like everyone else he tried to calm down America, altough totally shocked himself. If America had retaliated instantly, I wouldn't have been surprised. No one would have been. This was too much to take, so many people dead, civilians, mothers, fathers, those who tried to help and lost their life, loved ones every one them. It reminded me of pictures of my place of birth, Hamburg, which was bombed to ash in 1943. I was born 25 years later, but I still freeze today if I see the pictures. And we were at war back then, we were covered with the blood of millions. America was not at war, at least not until that moment.
I watched TV with my girlfriend until late at night. They showed missile fire in Kabul at around 03:00 a. m. "They got there pretty fast" I thought, but things cleared up one or two hours later, it was a revenge strike for the death of Massud, performed by rebels of the northern alliance.
I remember seeing all those pictures, especially the impact of the second plane into the WTC over and over. That curve it flew, with the inhuman intent to hit the building. "How can someone do this?", I thought.
An acknowledged german political expert, Peter Scholl-Latour, was interviewed and said that this day would change the world as we knew it. He should be right.
And at least that one day my feelings were truly with America and its living and its dead, this was intolerable, a massacre of innocent people in cold blood. I was only hoping they would get some people out alive of the sceletons of the WTC.