What are you still embarrassed over today, that wasn't even a big deal?

I'm embarrassed over a dumb spelling mistake I made in Grade 1. The teacher fully expected me to be able to spell the word correctly, and was very disappointed when I got the vowels mixed up. I felt mortified since I knew the right order, but what came out of my mouth wasn't the same as what I saw in my mind's eye.

This was in 1969; do I win the prize for the longest time of being embarrassed? It was 48 years ago (49 this fall).
 
Oh plenty!! All of them minor and it's moronic spending time thinking about them. But not doing so would be rational and I'm human so here we are.

I sometimes wonder what is would be like regretting really embarrassing things in the past, things people would still remember well. Or perhaps we are hardwired to only grumble on things that don't matter whatsoever.
 
I still remember my first internship in a pet shop. I was told to arrive at 7am, of course the shop was still closed at that time. I remembered that on the phone I was told that I'll have to go through the back door because of that, so I went through the hallway next to the house, just to find that there's a wall, and no way to get behind the house. So I moved back to the front of the house, stood there for another 10 minutes, even went back into that hallway to check that I didn't miss a door or something, before it occurred to me that there's another corner with another hallway on the other side of the building, which, unsurprisingly, I quickly figured out did indeed lead to the back door that I was told about.

I got there early enough so I didn't arrive late or anything, and I don't think anybody saw me standing there like an idiot, or if they did they never mentioned it during the overall very enjoyable 2 weeks I worked there, but how it took me 10 minutes to figure that out still baffles me, and the feeling of how I stood there, trying to figure out whether I incorrectly remembered the information I was given on the phone, still makes me feel really uneasy.
 
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