I have many goals in life, but I'm too lazy and sick ("treated" anxiety disorder).
I've just asked a friend what does he think my goals in life are (from knowing me for years).
He said that my goal is for other people not to bother me and that they won't expect too much from me.
Actually, until 2 years ago, I was ALWAYS under some pressure, so I just wanna relax.
I see my goals in life (in order of importance):
(0.) Cure the anxiety disorder -
Perhaps it can't be done, but I'm still trying.
I live at 80-90% capacity, never 100% like before, even with SSRIs (40mg of seroxat/paroxetine per day).
1. Live quietly -
Need money! somewhere between 50K$ to 150K$. Then I won't bother a soul, and be a happy productive citizen (productive does NOT mean work).
2. Learn -
Whatever my brain asks I give it.
I'm still mostly gaming, but I believe it is developing the hardware of my brain before I storm some topic like... phisics, astronomy, algorithms (or games algorithms), chemistry, medicne, genetics, or other stuff that's too much interesting to be left ignored.
I have a B.Sc (first degree) in computger science(1/3) and math(2/3), but I won't go further into math unless I need to.
Also, University is a nono.
3. meet more women -
I had one real girlfriend at 20, I'm now 27.
Lost many years, got no tact, too outfront and cenciere along with cinicism and humor some can't understand.
I don't think I'll marry, since I don't EVER want children (who'll have children who'll have children .... who'll have children who will all die from global warming - face it.).
Children are so much better off out of existance.
They won't have to tolerate life.
4. make a majour discovery -
This will make my life mean something.
I expect you to hear about it in about 10 years, when I find it (what is it? I donno).
Can't think of anything else but marijuana, so I'll stop here.
