We are speaking few days ago Dreylin and i thought that (for first) we've already agreed that this is only a game and (for second - more important) that i don't want to make frustration on you (by those ICBMs), but just playing (
like i want) - doing my best to win this game, becouse this is our (everyone of us - as i know) destination. Of course i could play in other "style", but i didn't. Why ? Becouse normally - situation in our game took to me (that doing it will be good to my country in this game) that i heaved up such decision (spam ICBM). Believe me i'm on charge in sereval PBEM/Pitboss games (like you know) and i'm playing different, i'm communicative, even sometime i can be diplomative, but rare

(joke)
Anyway - i loose few games in similar situation like in our game and it was ok. I was playing with mate who's eliminated me doing it by carnage in one game, in second game i'm crushing him like a... (nevermind what), and in third game we are very good partners in diplomacy, trading etc. Why ? Becouse every game is different. Everyone knows that there are many factors influences in game. Maybe i had better some thing then you on start. Maybe i had more luck situation then you. Maybe i did less faults in this game then you. I don't know. I've just already saw that i can win by this decision and i just did it. That's all.
I hope you will understand me correctly. I don't want to angry you by those few sentences above, i just want to explain you that: maybe it seems like very big agression/carnage etc. against you, but i thought (and i think i'm still thinking) that this could be my way to win in THIS game or it will be my doom. We will see. That's all.
Respect me plz like i'm still respecting all of you.