ronin said:
And from the looks of things you're very, very sane
Of course I am sane. I felt no pain when I was temporarily removed from my body and my faith reconstructed it. The reason why it was not instantaneous was that it takes time to undo the damage that was done. Do you deny the fact that I am alive again, even though I was 'killed'?
Sacred Fist, do not worry, you may well be the chosen one, just not for your divine. The truth is that the powers I have come from within. I am only able to access them because of my faith. We were given the powers before we even had faith, but the only way to use them is through true belief. The true faith is not that some almighty power will save you, because it won't, but rather that you have already been given the ability to save yourself. Your voices are most likely that part of yourself wanting to be free. Next time they say something, feel where they are and try to embrace them instead of listening to what they say. You may come in contact with the power I have mastered. And to end my little speech to you, you do not have to give up on your believe in the Divine just yet, as it is not 100% inaccurate. Just realize that the place you believe your power is coming from is not accurate.
Edit: I am sure you are all wondering why I only had 75g and since Bullshido, who was the one that Ronin said I was working with, didn't have it, where did it go? Simple, I kept it. With regards to that and my last public speech, I forgot to include that I retain all items when I 'die', as well as a lot of my remaining gold. Therefore, I can not lose any items pooled for and I don't lose much gold. Also, if I do get a crystal ball, and the agents choose to kill me each time I revive, that is one less innocent dead each time I die, effectively protecting an innocent each time. (OOC: Man I am bad, 3 edits for one post) I forgot also, that is assuming I lose every time they force me to fight.