I experienced this with Civ3 also. I'll start up a new game of Civ and either look at the start and say 'WTH do I do?' or else I mindlessly and crapily play along thinking that I know what I'm doing, but I just end up quitting after a little while. It seems like I can't formulate paths and strategies very well when playing and I can never stick with a game that I start with. I read some of the threads on this forum and become amazed because of the things people can do with this game, and I just have no idea how they do it or figure it out. Maybe this game just isn't for me..