Why did I waste 2 years of doing the IB in the hopes of getting into a good university when I might as well have chilled out in highschool and done really cool stuff?
I worked my bloody arse off and I still got rejeted by 6 of the 10 universities I wanted, 2 waitlisted me. The other 3 said yes, but one is absloute crap so its out of question, the other Boston won't give finacial aid, and so now I have to settle for Rutgers, I do all this work and what do I get? Nothing absoloutley bloody nothing. Mediocracity, thats all I bloody get always. I get a predicted grade of 39 one of the damn best, I do 196 hours worth of extracurricular and service activities, 2000 in SAT, 700's in the SAT II's, I write each and every single one of their . .. .. .. .. .. .. .. . essays, And what do I get? Nothing.
Why the hell do I bother? Why the hell did I bother? What an absolote waste of life, time and money. Bah...screw it. Screw it all.
Other people get a free damn ride in life because they have money. My friends are like yeh it doesn't matter if I pass or fail I can always go (insert presitgous uni name) since my parents will pay for it and give donation. Bastards, utter bastards. I hope they all die, all of them deserve to die. Every single damn one of them. They think they cscgx ads fjdgfsijo afkij; sfn dsnfdns dgnfsa bnf an get a free ride in life without working for . .. .. .. .. bastards. Rot. Dewetsgdnkfndhacfkj
GAAHH!! screw it, why does uni even matter for that matter? I might as well go to sum . .. .. .. . uni, and all that. Screw everything. Why bother? There's no point. Bastards like them will always get what they want because they have money. Why even bother competing? Its not as if it gets me anywhere or gets me anything.
I might as well go to a perfectly mediocre university, and then a perfectly mediocre job, and a perfectly mediocre life and die in a perfectly mediocre manner. Actually why even bother with that? I might as well kill myself now and save me some steps.
People like that fat fool because they pay, oh no they don't have to take the SAT II's, their a paying student you know. So he gets a free ticket to go there. I get into the same uni on my own merit and they bollock me every step of the way asking for SAT II's even though they didn't require to have the fat fool take for it "oh because he's a paying student", and then eery step of the way they bollock me with their damn regulations, oh no we can't give you any grants or finacials aid for some reason or the other because even though ur a US citizen bkfnbfjgbf fnbf bnffnbfnbffkgbnf m we just don't feel like giving you any aid, so even though you got into our university well piss off.
Even though ur more qualified, with better grades and just about everything else we'll just take this guy over u.
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Screw them all to hell. they deserve to die excructiating agaonizing tortourous pain wracked deaths, every single one of themn
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