Angst
Rambling and inconsistent
Buzz, buzz, I'm a fly on the wall, aren't I... Buzz, buzz.
The day is as cloudy as my coffee foam.
I guess that's kind of poetic.
I pull out my journal from my pocket, a stereotype, but I should practice, if anything from creative writing...
Yet, I can't help but stare at the blank paper. I forget to put down the words.
What was it that I wanted to write down, again?
I look up at two pretty eyes. Someone else in line for the coffee machine. And gone.
Time to move on.
The hallway takes such a long time to pass through.
The floor is a clean white. Shiny.
So long, like a snowy sidewalk back home.
The road runs past cars and brown twisted trees used to have leaves.
Pines carry the weight of the skies. Cloud droplets called snow.
As I turn by the corner's stop sign, I see my pen writing down the cold season.
And the brick house up ahead in two floors, my home. Surrounded by windows.
The dark hour is just 4 pm. Snow's lit by clear orange. The hue remains in my front yard.
The hallway darkens as I try not to look into the mirror. Things in the mirror. Don't be behind me.
My room is just ahead, the birch floor creaking, "mum" just in the next room.
The door hits my face, hard.
I drop my coffee on the floor.
Still drenched by something. Must have spilled over myself.
Need more coffee.
The floor is a clean white. Shiny.
The door slides open, one bed for one person.
Lights are off. Room still dark. Coffee meshes with no bedlight.
Nap. Yes. Nap.
Closing eyes.
Don't wanna open.
Not when he's there.
The day is as cloudy as my coffee foam.
I guess that's kind of poetic.
I pull out my journal from my pocket, a stereotype, but I should practice, if anything from creative writing...
Yet, I can't help but stare at the blank paper. I forget to put down the words.
What was it that I wanted to write down, again?
I look up at two pretty eyes. Someone else in line for the coffee machine. And gone.
Time to move on.
The hallway takes such a long time to pass through.
The floor is a clean white. Shiny.
So long, like a snowy sidewalk back home.
The road runs past cars and brown twisted trees used to have leaves.
Pines carry the weight of the skies. Cloud droplets called snow.
As I turn by the corner's stop sign, I see my pen writing down the cold season.
And the brick house up ahead in two floors, my home. Surrounded by windows.
The dark hour is just 4 pm. Snow's lit by clear orange. The hue remains in my front yard.
The hallway darkens as I try not to look into the mirror. Things in the mirror. Don't be behind me.
My room is just ahead, the birch floor creaking, "mum" just in the next room.
The door hits my face, hard.
I drop my coffee on the floor.
Still drenched by something. Must have spilled over myself.
Need more coffee.
The floor is a clean white. Shiny.
The door slides open, one bed for one person.
Lights are off. Room still dark. Coffee meshes with no bedlight.
Nap. Yes. Nap.
Closing eyes.
Don't wanna open.
Not when he's there.