I don't know what to do...

[Nylan]

Three possibilities come to mind, I'll list them in likelyhood

1. hormones

2. drugs

3. chronic depression

stress in any amount is a large amplifier on any of these

 

[Kozmos]

Have a long shower with cold water whenever you feel down. This usually knocks some of that common sense and reason back into proper place.

 

[homeyg]

Hormones shouldn't mess you up as bad as I get though.. Every kid would be like this and I know that nobody else is like this..

 

[Jerrymander]

I never expected any high-school age girl to be completely sane with her relationship choices.
You shouldn't either.
They're all like "zomg i <3 u SOOO MUCH" then "omg i </3 u u ****er".
Oscillation isn't ever fun, relationship-wise.

 

[Kool Keith]

Go see a doctor and get some anti-depressants. Do it tomorrow.

 

[Nylan]

Hormones shouldn't mess you up as bad as I get though.. Every kid would be like this and I know that nobody else is like this..

Intense stress, such as what you're currently feeling, is a very powerful catalyst for hormonal depression.

That said, it might not be what it is.

 

[Kozmos]

Become a pill-popping junkie. Now.

No. Just no.

 

[Nylan]

No. Just no.

seconded

worst decision you could make at the moment

 

[Chazumi]

Hey man, I totally know how you are feeling. To include the dope smokin. I used to do that all day long too. The only difference is I was already out of school, I did have a girlfriend but I treated her like **** (usually cuz I was high and lazy), and I was working but I was in such a slump I would only work like 2 hours a day and was on the verge of getting fired.

Well I'm not here to pitch the Army but that's what turned my life around. It was hard good honest work. Made me feel good physically and emotionally. Made me realize I have a lot more in me than I thought. I know you are still in school but maybe go to an Army summer camp or another organization that is big into the physical and mental stuff. It really did help me. I ended up marrying my girlfriend and treating her much better because I realized what I would be giving up if my life stayed its course. I don't plan on being in service forever, but I am greateful for every minute because it teaches me that my mind is the limit and I have met ALOT of very cool people. (plus you get to shoot guns

 

[homeyg]

Hey man, I totally know how you are feeling. To include the dope smokin. I used to do that all day long too. The only difference is I was already out of school, I did have a girlfriend but I treated her like **** (usually cuz I was high and lazy), and I was working but I was in such a slump I would only work like 2 hours a day and was on the verge of getting fired.

Well I'm not here to pitch the Army but that's what turned my life around. It was hard good honest work. Made me feel good physically and emotionally. Made me realize I have a lot more in me than I thought. I know you are still in school but maybe go to an Army summer camp or another organization that is big into the physical and mental stuff. It really did help me. I ended up marrying my girlfriend and treating her much better because I realized what I would be giving up if my life stayed its course. I don't plan on being in service forever, but I am greateful for every minute because it teaches me that my mind is the limit and I have met ALOT of very cool people. (plus you get to shoot guns

One of my considerations was just finishing high school and joining the army right after.

I don't think I'll make it in college..

 

[Kozmos]

One of my considerations was just finishing high school and joining the army right after.

I don't think I'll make it in college..

Army might not be too bad. Just try to keep thinking with your own head and not get brainwashed. But with your short term memory fried this shouldnt be too big of an issue.

 

[Kool Keith]

No. Just no.

Pill-popping junkie?

Do you have any idea what you are talking about?

Homey G obviously has to make his own decisions, but if his state is true clinical depression, medication needs to be seriously considered.

 

[ComradeDavo]

I've never even been to a gig/concert of any kind..

I really reccomend going along to one dude, a good gig is a really great experiance.

 

[Nylan]

Pill-popping junkie?

Do you have any idea what you are talking about?

Homey G obviously has to make his own decisions, but if his state is true clinical depression, medication needs to be seriously considered.

Medication is one thing, and in that I fully agree (if it is diagnosed as necessary)

a pill popping junkie to me is something different entirely

 

[Kozmos]

Pill-popping junkie?

Do you have any idea what you are talking about?

Homey G obviously has to make his own decisions, but if his state is true clinical depression, medication needs to be seriously considered.

Asides from all the people getting addicted to the stuff and later when taken off it becoming suicidal and depressed all over again? No I have absolutely no idea.

 

[Chazumi]

One of my considerations was just finishing high school and joining the army right after.

I don't think I'll make it in college..

I wasn't ready either. In fact that's another reason I joined, I wanted a well paying respectable job but I didn't want to college yet. I still don't think I'm ready. But if I ever want to it's paid for up to 80,000$. But if not, oh well, I can do any job you can do in the Civilian world and they will train you anyways....why did I have to pick infantry? lol

 

[capslock]

I'm gonna try to describe what I'm feeling because I really think something is wrong:

Some days I'll just wake up and be in a "f*ck everything" mood that I can't really control. I think about everything in a pessimistic way and I can't control that either. I think about what I would do if I just quit school at that very moment. Sometimes I just think about killing myself. By the end of the day, I usually get in some kind of fight with my parents because I tell them I want to quit school and I refuse to go, and it usually ends with them threatening to call the cops on me.

Then I wake up the next day and everything feels fine. But I just know that a few days later the same thing is going to happen.

The problem is that I can't control this..

Its all in your head. You can control it, stop thinking you can't or you will never get over it.

 

[homeyg]

I think I was in a mild version of what I described, but the thing is I'm out of it now. I have no idea when it's going to come back, or if it's going to be worse..

 

[Nylan]

Just hang in there

 

[Bugfatty300]

I'm gonna try to describe what I'm feeling because I really think something is wrong:

Some days I'll just wake up and be in a "f*ck everything" mood that I can't really control. I think about everything in a pessimistic way and I can't control that either. I think about what I would do if I just quit school at that very moment. Sometimes I just think about killing myself. By the end of the day, I usually get in some kind of fight with my parents because I tell them I want to quit school and I refuse to go, and it usually ends with them threatening to call the cops on me.

Then I wake up the next day and everything feels fine. But I just know that a few days later the same thing is going to happen.

The problem is that I can't control this..

Don't feel alone. Thats all I can say. I don't know of any kind of solution other than hang out with friends every once and while and not be alone so much.

I quit my job the other day simply because I was too down and depressed to work. Its been this way for me about two or three years now. Two or three years since the time I was last happy or at least had somesort of purpose.