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actually, its foosball.

I hate it when americans (NOT a generalisation, its true, that is what american [english] doez to s'z) replace random s's with z's for no apparent reason.

like when someone emailed me wiht the word 'reazon'. it isnt like 'u' where its shorter. its just stupid.
 
Apparently, giving someone useful information is unprofessional. There is a tenant in the office suite in which I work who usually comes in around 3:00PM or so. I guess she is doing other things before then for her job, whatever. Well, evidently no one she works with knows this - they all call and ask for her all morning, sometimes several times. She gets a lot of calls before she comes in. So today I mentioned to someone that she usually isn't in until the afternoon. Said person then complained to her, and she had to come and tell me not to do that.
 
Why do I have to do everything with so much passion?

I slept 10 hours in the past 4-5 days, it's 2:40 AM and it is absolutely impossible for me to go to sleep... My mind is working harder than normal, my senses are more acute than in the middle of the day, and I feel like waking up the whole city to rant about what's happening to me.

If I'm not going to stop being so passionate and keep stressing myself so incredibly much, I'm probably going to die young... And 2 close members of my family died of heart problems, so I have a chance to have problems too.

The keyboard is wet from my tears... my heart is beating so strong that I can hear it through the bones in my head... 30 minutes ago I was freezing and now I'm so warm I need to open the window (this happens probably from unusually high blood pressure), and I get shivers down my spine.



But nobody here can understand what happened, and I am absolutely NOT going to elaborate. This is not meant at all to make someone ask me repeatedly so that I put up a minimal resistance and then give up, typing the whole story. I just had to tell this to someone, because I really feel that I am putting too much passion in everything.

I can't remember last time I cried... probably more than 4 years ago.
 
Well, without knowing what you are talking about I offer my symathy, but not empathy cause that doesnt work in this instance.

Feel better, and
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes
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ansar said:
Mirc - Well, you're (at least) still going to Italy and the USA, right?
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I've been to Italy already. :) I returned yesterday. I won a special prize, but didn't make it in the top three unfortunately. However, I do believe I have a very good chance next year, and with such a huge festival it would be an honor even to be among those top 3 without winning anything.

Yes, to answer your question, I'm still going to the USA, and then after 12 days of staying there I'm still flying directly to London and then directly to Madrid, but this is indeed 100% related to my trip to the USA.

And I feel a little, little bit better now, probably being so tired plays tricks on my mind as if I was drunk. ;) Still, I only have 1 hour to sleep until I have to wake up (I have to wake up ridiculously early since I have school in the morning this year), so it'll be pretty bad when I'll have to wake up. But anyway I can't go to sleep yet... It's quite possible that I won't sleep 1 second tonight. Who cares, anyway, as I said I'm feeling a bit better right now.


Edit: Crosspost with j_eps. Thanks a lot for the reply!! :D

j_eps said:
Well, without knowing what you are talking about I offer my symathy, but not empathy cause that doesnt work in this instance.

Feel better, and
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GoodEnoughForMe said:
Why do I still try to wait as long as possible to do homework? I got up this morning at 7 for my 8 am class, went to breakfast, and banged out the homework for that class (or tried to at least, I forgot some) in the 15 minutes I ate breakfast. :rolleyes:
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I hate that too.

I know it's bad for me, but I still do it. :run: :suicide:
 
GoodEnoughForMe said:
Are you a perfectionist? At least, when it comes to the work you do?
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What do you mean?

I do not leave homework until the morning that it's due. I just hate that I can never do my work as soon as I get home and have to wait a couple hours before feeling like doing homework even though I know should do my homework now to have free time later, especially when I have A LOT of work to do.
 
ansar said:
What do you mean?

I do not leave it until the morning to do the work. I just hate that I can never do my work as soon as I get home and have to wait a couple hours before feeling like doing homework.
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I mean, are you hard on yourself when you make a mistake? Know that you can do better? Criticize yourself for it?

Actually first I should ask you if you consider yourself a bad procrastinator or just an average teen. :p
 
GoodEnoughForMe said:
Are you a perfectionist? At least, when it comes to the work you do?
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For the 1 hour of homework i do a month, I normally delete it because I feel it sounds like crap. So yes.

ansar said:
What do you mean?

I do not leave homework until the morning that it's due. I just hate that I can never do my work as soon as I get home and have to wait a couple hours before feeling like doing homework.
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I leave my homework until the week after it was due. :mischief:
 
GoodEnoughForMe said:
I mean, are you hard on yourself when you make a mistake? Know that you can do better? Criticize yourself for it?
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No, I just think "I should have done my homework earlier...".
GoodEnoughForMe said:
Actually first I should ask you if you consider yourself a bad procrastinator or just an average teen. :p
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I don't know what constitutes the average teen.
 
I was just curious because I have had two counselors, and whenever we flesh out that I am a perfectionist, they immediately ask if I procrastinate, which I do severely. Both counselors have told me that they have never met a perfectionist who is not a procrastinator, so I was just curious. The two seem somewhat contradictory, or, at least inconsistent.
 
azzaman333 said:
For some odd reason, everyone on the internet seems to have hated me for the last 4 hours...
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I wonder what are the things that made them hate you?
 
its probably the bazooka :D

my teacher, has apparently held class yesterday, even though its a national holiday.
i asked last week, and im certain he told me - NO CLASS next week.
guess what? :mad:
and its a bloody difficult course too!

and the worst part, he called today, to inform me that we wont have class today either.
GRAAAAA :sniper:
 
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