Terxpahseyton
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In my experience, there are those moment of clarity. I apologize for this pathetic (and used) first line, but the hope is that it leads to a slick enough introduction.
Now I said clarity – but not clarity with regards to knowledge. Just as much not clarity with regards to abstract constructs or theory, and not with regards to word structures/games or with regards to things of any kind. Rather, as my theory goes – those are all things we already have socially agreed upon (using language, I already opened a thread on that).
What actually lies at the bottom of my moment of clarity and which sparked this thread is a phenomena which can not be agreed upon, which can not be defined, not be put in relation to something else. But which truly is.
It is something..., but not A thing. It can not be captured like a fish, but it nevertheless is definitely there. A one.
I am sorry since I realize that this is confusing, but no worry – quick recap:
There are ideas we can name and mutually define. Ideas we have agreed upon. Images transcending personal and often enough - in this day and age - social bounds.
Examples: watering can, marriage, friendship, a fly, domination, plants.
And there are Absolutes which we can not name nor mutually define. Though, by the force of empathy, we can approach some kind of understanding in their case. Like the love of family members. Or friendship. Or plants, if you know more about them or associate different things with the word plants as somebody else, or 'domination' if the emotional landscape invoked by that word differs for you in comparison to what the average got invoked. If the idea of such an average even makes sense, that is.
So what are those things we have not agreed upon?
Good question, of course.
Yet, first, a bit more of qualification.
Perhaps those things we already have agreed upon also exist in themselves, and moments of clarity have certainly lead me to some of the images of some of them (like the mere word GREATNESS is associated to an image in my head) – but they themselves never had a direct link to my experience.
Saying: I never felt anything I knew how to directly tell anyone.
So that necessarily and eventually made those feelings and impressions a matter of indirection. Of indirect conclusions. Since I can not be more than what I experience / AM.
Those moments of clarity are there, floating in the air, however, I know them too intimate, too personal, there is too much me in them – sp too recall them in a way that would have allowed me to be express them in those already mentioned and to anyone who is not me more accurate terms. Those... words. Terms. Definitions. Understandings. Codes. Waffles. Pelicans. I am getting carried away...
Now I can not know what you - the reader - thinks of all that. In deed, I think any reader would be in his right mind to most of all quickly forget the useless crap he or she just did read. - but there is a final and grand reason to it all.
And it is arriving right now.
The most fundamental premise I have already introduced - which is that there are Absolutes. Things which are not relative, which can not be defined by comparing them to something else or which can not be divided into subcategories.
Things which are in the utmost purest of senses clear purity. Things which are and which are nothing but being what they are.
No more, no less.
Curiously - already those dame antique Greek philosophers (which incidentally hold a rather low opinion on my part) were already aware of how 'nature' necessarily presumed the existence of such Absolutes. The famous Zeno's paradox of the arrow has proven so much.
But that only referred to space.
What I am referring to is being. It is to have sensations and feelings to start with (and thought, but I am only saying thoughts specifically because some of you may "not be aware" that thoughts are only a product of sensation and feelings – I know, that may be hard to stomach – and it may very well be wrong, for that matter – but it seems kinda obvious to me once you manage to cut those presumed boarders of your perception (encapsulated by words) and have those perceptions flow as free as the fish in the water).
The point is – I think just as there got to be Absolutes to space, they got to be Absolutes to experience. Most of all – because absolutes are the only way we can truly fathom experience to begin with. What you feel – you feel. It is not defined by putting it in relation to something else. As time is. It in the end experience always stands for itself. It can be compared to other emotions and sensations, true enough. A time frame can be, as well. But experience is always its own nature, own modus operanti, way to be, its very own existence does not depend on other ways to be understood. Contrary to time, which does not even begin to make sense out of context.
So experience it is an absolute. A thing in itself. A constant.
It ~IS~.
Now, if – in the end – what I can experience is an unknown but - AND THAT IS IMPORTANT - absolute bundle of things which I can experience.... Like a steam locker of games - just that my game experience is 100% defined by the game.
If that is so – I feel and think that the society I am facing has done a terrible job in picking the right feelings out of the steam locker, or alternatively the right games.
But moreover, I think the society I am facing is not even aware of the locker-system. Does not care of it. I think my society is a blind cripple stooping on a path lead by blindness. And because that path happens to lead the blind to an area of improved climate and hence food and health and comfort – the blind cheer and praise the way of the blind.
That is okay, on the one hand. The followed path has lead us to where it is really warm. And fuzzy, at times. It can have me forget most of the things I naturally will want to forget.
But
if you know you are blind, you will never stop wondering what there is to see.
Now I said clarity – but not clarity with regards to knowledge. Just as much not clarity with regards to abstract constructs or theory, and not with regards to word structures/games or with regards to things of any kind. Rather, as my theory goes – those are all things we already have socially agreed upon (using language, I already opened a thread on that).
What actually lies at the bottom of my moment of clarity and which sparked this thread is a phenomena which can not be agreed upon, which can not be defined, not be put in relation to something else. But which truly is.
It is something..., but not A thing. It can not be captured like a fish, but it nevertheless is definitely there. A one.
I am sorry since I realize that this is confusing, but no worry – quick recap:
There are ideas we can name and mutually define. Ideas we have agreed upon. Images transcending personal and often enough - in this day and age - social bounds.
Examples: watering can, marriage, friendship, a fly, domination, plants.
And there are Absolutes which we can not name nor mutually define. Though, by the force of empathy, we can approach some kind of understanding in their case. Like the love of family members. Or friendship. Or plants, if you know more about them or associate different things with the word plants as somebody else, or 'domination' if the emotional landscape invoked by that word differs for you in comparison to what the average got invoked. If the idea of such an average even makes sense, that is.
So what are those things we have not agreed upon?
Good question, of course.
Yet, first, a bit more of qualification.
Perhaps those things we already have agreed upon also exist in themselves, and moments of clarity have certainly lead me to some of the images of some of them (like the mere word GREATNESS is associated to an image in my head) – but they themselves never had a direct link to my experience.
Saying: I never felt anything I knew how to directly tell anyone.
So that necessarily and eventually made those feelings and impressions a matter of indirection. Of indirect conclusions. Since I can not be more than what I experience / AM.
Those moments of clarity are there, floating in the air, however, I know them too intimate, too personal, there is too much me in them – sp too recall them in a way that would have allowed me to be express them in those already mentioned and to anyone who is not me more accurate terms. Those... words. Terms. Definitions. Understandings. Codes. Waffles. Pelicans. I am getting carried away...
Now I can not know what you - the reader - thinks of all that. In deed, I think any reader would be in his right mind to most of all quickly forget the useless crap he or she just did read. - but there is a final and grand reason to it all.
And it is arriving right now.
The most fundamental premise I have already introduced - which is that there are Absolutes. Things which are not relative, which can not be defined by comparing them to something else or which can not be divided into subcategories.
Things which are in the utmost purest of senses clear purity. Things which are and which are nothing but being what they are.
No more, no less.
Curiously - already those dame antique Greek philosophers (which incidentally hold a rather low opinion on my part) were already aware of how 'nature' necessarily presumed the existence of such Absolutes. The famous Zeno's paradox of the arrow has proven so much.
But that only referred to space.
What I am referring to is being. It is to have sensations and feelings to start with (and thought, but I am only saying thoughts specifically because some of you may "not be aware" that thoughts are only a product of sensation and feelings – I know, that may be hard to stomach – and it may very well be wrong, for that matter – but it seems kinda obvious to me once you manage to cut those presumed boarders of your perception (encapsulated by words) and have those perceptions flow as free as the fish in the water).
The point is – I think just as there got to be Absolutes to space, they got to be Absolutes to experience. Most of all – because absolutes are the only way we can truly fathom experience to begin with. What you feel – you feel. It is not defined by putting it in relation to something else. As time is. It in the end experience always stands for itself. It can be compared to other emotions and sensations, true enough. A time frame can be, as well. But experience is always its own nature, own modus operanti, way to be, its very own existence does not depend on other ways to be understood. Contrary to time, which does not even begin to make sense out of context.
So experience it is an absolute. A thing in itself. A constant.
It ~IS~.
Now, if – in the end – what I can experience is an unknown but - AND THAT IS IMPORTANT - absolute bundle of things which I can experience.... Like a steam locker of games - just that my game experience is 100% defined by the game.
If that is so – I feel and think that the society I am facing has done a terrible job in picking the right feelings out of the steam locker, or alternatively the right games.
But moreover, I think the society I am facing is not even aware of the locker-system. Does not care of it. I think my society is a blind cripple stooping on a path lead by blindness. And because that path happens to lead the blind to an area of improved climate and hence food and health and comfort – the blind cheer and praise the way of the blind.
That is okay, on the one hand. The followed path has lead us to where it is really warm. And fuzzy, at times. It can have me forget most of the things I naturally will want to forget.
But
if you know you are blind, you will never stop wondering what there is to see.