AoA firts thanks for that wonderful idea... Those have been 20 minutes very ressourceful... It has let me think about how i'm lucky to be here in city so small that i have no fear from being attacked... Let me think how i'm lucky to not have lost somebody i loved there... Even if my city's small, my best friend lost one of her friends... and my friend's friends r also my friends... It let me think about how ur situation must be hard... I'm also happy that my mother came out with me (im only 15) and discussed about all those things with me. I had many thoughts during those 20 minutes... I'm in a windy place here, many times the flame came close to die, but always, it has come back stronger... It's like human nature (can i say this??? anyway thats the translation i make) So i urge all of u to do just like this flame and to dont give up... U'll came close to die, but u'll get out of this stronger all the time... I know im far from u all, but during those minutes i think i was closer to all of u that i will never be... It has bring me to clear up my mind, to think about how ur situation must be hard... I think i've never felt more alive than tonight... Playing and having fun can help to feel alive, but to clear up ur mind makes u feel how life is beautiful and fragile...
Again, thanks for that wonderful idea and all my sympathies and best wishes
