"Half of the time, we fight to undo our proud and idiotic mistakes of the past, the very ones that lost us Veritas to begin with. When a Valin must sink to betrayal to further our cause, he is no longer one of us."
-Stratikrator Thanatos
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He dreamed.
Flames were in his head. They were burning him alive! The pain...a knife in his head. Whispers of herbs and poultices surrounded him, and he groaned in his delirium. Darkness everywhere, flames in the dark. Holy One, have mercy...
The darkness changed, and the pain passed into the distance. He felt something like rain falling around him, softly and silently as a breeze. His vision was obscured by gray mist, and he drifted through the ethereal nothingness, bobbing like a cork on a stormy sea. He heard whispers, echoing and enticing him...they promised power, wealth, empire. Reach out and take it, they said. But he had no arms.
A thin shaft of light pierced the curtain of mist, and the wind grew brisk as it swept away the whispering dampness. Suddenly, the light was everywhere, filling his vision and banishing the lingering darkness. His spirit picked up speed, soaring like a gull across the sky.
The ocean was blue, an azure brilliance nothing like the gray waters of his Norvalin home. He saw and felt the waters teeming with life, thousands of species living and dying, renewing nature's cycle, inexorably linked like the manifold threads of a growing, vibrant tapestry. He felt freedom, and truth. No, Truth.
He began to see ships, sailing across the ocean. Small and large, filled with people. Joyous people, taking from the sea's limitless bounty. They hauled in their catches and made for land, songs of private joy and contentment echoing in their hearts. He felt peace, and his spirit was caught up with the growing number of ships as they made for harbor. Home, they said. The word echoed in his mind. An exile's home.
He saw green shores, as the land drew near. Brilliant shades of green and gold. Beyond the silver sands lay a vast grassland, stretching across the land like a living blanket of warm, dark earth. Golden fields of wheat rose, and orchards covered the gently rolling hills. Men and women came, swinging scythes and driving plows, singing songs of labor as they wiped the sweat off their brows. He felt order and harmony.
The hills grew tall, and forests thick. Protected lands, kept safe for the people. The hunter's camp and forester's cottage were the only landmarks in an endless stand of mighty oaks. Night fell, and a few wisps of smoke rose from the sleeping trees. A falcon glided silently upward, guarding and protecting the land that he knew. Small creatures scurried into burrows, and silent predators roamed beneath the trees.
The sun rose, and with it he saw a road, carved from gleaming white stone. Here and there he saw a traveler, soldier, explorer, all returning home at last. He yearned to join them, and his spirit followed. A small family sat in a cart, covered in straw, pulled by oxen. Merchants, sailors, farmers, craftsmen, they all joined the growing throng of people marching or walking towards the city.
He saw the gleaming marble walls as they first caught the sun's rays. "We shall be called by silver trumpets," he remembered, and as the clear notes rang out, he realized that his time may have come. Was this Paradise at last? The walls rose up before him, as guards called out the changing of the watch. There would be many travelers today.
The great gates slowly swung open. Silver and steel, with strange, flowing runes intertwined across the doors. There was power in those gates, a power that could never be broken. He felt the strength of Order, and its guardians. He felt the promise of salvation just within.
The city shone with light, a city of millions. Children awoke, and stared out their windows. There were towers, white needles reaching out to pierce the sky. Massive trees lined the streets, and the walls were covered in interwining strands of ivy. There were halls of knowledge, where men and even women worked to unlock the secrets of the world. Great markets, where strange goods from distant lands were traded and exchanged. And temples, temples everywhere. The smell of incense mixed with roses flowed into the streets, and the call of worship was answered a thousand times, with faith and unbreakable devotion.
He had no body, so there were no tears. But his spirit cried for joy as he saw the mass of people, singing and praying, living and dying, all fulfilling their chosen lives, and honoring, uplifting, glorifying the One through their very existance. As the rising sun glanced off the impossibly high white towers, he felt Light. Shining down upon the world, and reflected in the hearts of the Faithful.
End of Exile...an impossible dream, but a beautiful one. The darkness took him.
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His eyes snapped open, and the pain returned. His head was spinning, and the room was spinning...no, rocking with the waves. Struggling to sit up, he sharply exhaled as the pain drove the breath out of his lungs. Half of his head was wrapped in bloody bandages.
"Virconus," a voice said.
"By the might of the Prophet," he gasped, "I saw it. I saw the White City."
She was standing by the door, shoulders wrapped in a flowing blue cape. The silver helm of the sea-hawk was lifted, showing her face, black hair and grey eyes. The Oceanus Selenica smiled grimly.
"I know. We all have."