Like, Curt I caught the reports live as they came in on late night TV.
As I was finishing off some last minute work (as usual). I broke for coffee, caught some TV. I just happened to catch the initial report on the late news here.
As I wasn't really paying attention the news, I just caught.
'and a plane has crashed into the world trade center'
I stopped drinking my coffee, looked at the TV somewhat puzzled.
Thinking...
'Did I hear that right?'
'It can't be right?'
'Maybe I just misheard what was said'
And again the same report was repeated on another channel
Again I was thinking...
'Sh*t I did hear it right'
'A plane?, hmm maybe it was a light plane crash'
'Some inexperienced pilot or a pilot suffering a stroke/heart attack at the controls?'
Then I saw the first images of the burning tower before the second strike
again I was thinking
'There is no way in hell that was a light plane crash'
'This is not good'
Then I saw the images of the second tower get hit
'My god, a civilian airliner - just went straight into it'
and I was thinking...
'This is really bad'
'This is no accident...'
'Terrorists it's the only explanation'
Then the next reports broke..
'A plane has hit the pentagon'
Then I was thinking...
'Sh*t, Sh*t oh sh*t... first the WTC, then the Pentagon'
'Holy F**k next it will be the White House, Langly...'
Then the next images I saw was the first tower collapse..
thinking
'Oh no, there will be no survivors if any'
'My god, get the people on the ground out of there now
'The first one has gone down, the second will fall too...sh*t'
'Maybe, just maybe the second tower will hold by some miracle...maybe'
The next tower fell...and I was thinking
'No, no... why couldn't it hold and give those people at least a chance...
'Jesus... the death toll I don't even want to think about it'
'F**K, I got friends living and working over there
'F**k, one of my mates has got relatives over there
'Sh*t 2 a.m. it's late, should i call my mates let them know whats happening..'
'Damn I should tell them, but it's late and if I wake them with this..
'Hmm better I let them wake to it in the morning, when more facts come in..
Then as I drank some fresh coffee, as my other I let go cold...
I was trying to finish off my work, but I lacked all enthusiam.
I was tired but I couldn't sleep. All I could think about it was what had happened.
And thinking to myself...
'Please, let know one I know over there die in this catastrophe'
'hmm, this is going to have consequences...'
'Damn, this is going to lead to nothing but war...'
'Damn, lines are going to be drawn and decisions made....'
'More people will die...'
They say we Must never forget.. and I know I wont't forget ever.