All,
The criticisms are ok, I deserve that, thats what I learn from.
Its just that I cant keep up with the game here. So, as for continuing to play, I must say that I have felt playing this more a burden than fun. That has nothing to do with you and is of course not your fault. The only link I see between the criticisms I got and my decision not to play anymore is that I was actually not enjoying myself when I played last night. The fact that I felt it a burden could have contributed to my wrongdoings. This has actually made me dislike CIV a little bit too.
So, this is also based on the fact that I cannot find time in RL to plug in the amount of time needed to follow this game in the tempo that is expected from you guys. Last night when playing the last 5 turns I spend like 4 hours preparing and doing that. (Looking at it that way, I defo shouldve done better..hehe.)
And then, after spending hours doing things that are supposed to be fun, feeling beat, feeling it was a burden, starting to dislike civ - that isnt too cool.
I am really sorry that I let you guys down in the game, and also jumping ship here, leaving the team. But I got to do this for fun, and if it isnt fun anymore, then I must spend my sparetime otherwise.
You have been great to me and I have learnt a lot - thanks.