Manverulin
I'm not crazy...
Sorry about the
resurrection of this thread,
for I have poems.
by
Me
~~~~~
There's A Hole in My Sidewalk
by
Portia Nelson
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost ... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It is a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.
IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
V
I walk down another street.
~~~~~
The Cold Within
Six humans trapped by happenstance, in bleak and bitter cold,
Each one possessed a stick of wood, or so the story's told.
Their dying fire in need of logs, the first man held his back,
For of the faces 'round the fire, he noticed one was black.
The next man looking 'cross the way saw one not of his church,
And couldn't bring himself to give the fire his stick of birch.
The third one sat in tattered clothes, he gave his coat a hitch,
Why should his log be put to use to warm the idle rich?
The rich man just sat back and thought of the wealth he had in store,
And how to keep what he had earned from the lazy, shiftless poor.
The black man's face bespoke revenge as the fire passed from sight,
For all he saw in his stick of wood was a chance to spite the white.
The last man of this forlorned group did naught except for gain,
Giving only to those who gave was how he played the game.
Their logs held tight in death's still hand was proof of human sin,
They didn't die from the cold without -- they died from the cold within.
~~~~~
Please ... Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled from the mask I wear.
For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks,
Masks that I am afraid to take off, and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that is second nature with me,
But don't be fooled.
...I give the impression that I'm secure,
That all is sunny and unruffled with me, within me as well as without;
That confidence is my name and coolness is my game;
That the waters are calm and that i'm in command and I need no one.
But don't believe it;
Please don't.
I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
Nothing of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine,
Don't be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to listen to what I'm not saying;
What I'd like to be able to say;
What, for survival, I need to say but I can't say.
I dislike the hiding.
I really do.
I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous, and me;
But you have to help me.
You have to help me by holding out your hand,
Even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need.
Each time you are kind and gentle and encouraging,
Each time you try to understand because you really care,
My heart starts to grow wings.
Very small wings.
Very feeble wings.
But wings.
With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding,
I can make it.
You breathe life into me.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
But love is stronger that strong walls,
And therein lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands,
But gentle hands,
For a child is very sensitive,
And I am a child.
Who am I, you may wonder.
For I am every man,
Every woman,
Every child...
Every human you meet.
~~~~~
Value
To realize the value of one year,
Ask a student who failed his or her AP exams.
To realize the value of one month,
Ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of one week,
Ask an editor of a weekly magazine.
To realize the value of one day,
Ask a daily wage labourer who has six kids to feed.
To realize the value of one hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of one minute,
Ask a person who missed their train.
To realize the value of one second,
Ask the person who survived an accident.
To realize the value of one millisecond,
Ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.
resurrection of this thread,
for I have poems.
by
Me
~~~~~
There's A Hole in My Sidewalk
by
Portia Nelson
I
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost ... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
II
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
III
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in. It is a habit.
My eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault. I get out immediately.
IV
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
V
I walk down another street.
~~~~~
The Cold Within
Six humans trapped by happenstance, in bleak and bitter cold,
Each one possessed a stick of wood, or so the story's told.
Their dying fire in need of logs, the first man held his back,
For of the faces 'round the fire, he noticed one was black.
The next man looking 'cross the way saw one not of his church,
And couldn't bring himself to give the fire his stick of birch.
The third one sat in tattered clothes, he gave his coat a hitch,
Why should his log be put to use to warm the idle rich?
The rich man just sat back and thought of the wealth he had in store,
And how to keep what he had earned from the lazy, shiftless poor.
The black man's face bespoke revenge as the fire passed from sight,
For all he saw in his stick of wood was a chance to spite the white.
The last man of this forlorned group did naught except for gain,
Giving only to those who gave was how he played the game.
Their logs held tight in death's still hand was proof of human sin,
They didn't die from the cold without -- they died from the cold within.
~~~~~
Please ... Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled from the mask I wear.
For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks,
Masks that I am afraid to take off, and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that is second nature with me,
But don't be fooled.
...I give the impression that I'm secure,
That all is sunny and unruffled with me, within me as well as without;
That confidence is my name and coolness is my game;
That the waters are calm and that i'm in command and I need no one.
But don't believe it;
Please don't.
I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
Nothing of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine,
Don't be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to listen to what I'm not saying;
What I'd like to be able to say;
What, for survival, I need to say but I can't say.
I dislike the hiding.
I really do.
I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous, and me;
But you have to help me.
You have to help me by holding out your hand,
Even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need.
Each time you are kind and gentle and encouraging,
Each time you try to understand because you really care,
My heart starts to grow wings.
Very small wings.
Very feeble wings.
But wings.
With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding,
I can make it.
You breathe life into me.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
But love is stronger that strong walls,
And therein lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands,
But gentle hands,
For a child is very sensitive,
And I am a child.
Who am I, you may wonder.
For I am every man,
Every woman,
Every child...
Every human you meet.
~~~~~
Value
To realize the value of one year,
Ask a student who failed his or her AP exams.
To realize the value of one month,
Ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of one week,
Ask an editor of a weekly magazine.
To realize the value of one day,
Ask a daily wage labourer who has six kids to feed.
To realize the value of one hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of one minute,
Ask a person who missed their train.
To realize the value of one second,
Ask the person who survived an accident.
To realize the value of one millisecond,
Ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.