A walk in the woods- Part 1: The Fox
The Totem Trail is not the fastest route between Donvaj to Pradá and it certainly isn’t meant to accommodate wagons or, even in some places, horses. Its not a route you use to travel Vélache. It’s a path people take when they are looking through the woods to find something inside them. Stupid really.
Normally I wouldn’t bother. There’s a lot of old totems and run down old monasteries and a bunch of creepy quiet witches, monks, and frankly, bums, hang out on the path, “finding themselves”. I’d rather just take the lowland route and get back to college as fast as I can so I can see my friends again. But auntie said no, that I was always in a hurry and couldn’t see the ‘good things right in front of me’.
She’s left now. She walked with me for three days and gave me a pack and some nuts and berry paste and turned around. “You need solitude to properly walk this path,” she said. I wanted to say I needed solitude to get eaten by a white tiger but I kept my mouth shut; she would just have gone on about the spirits and I had had enough. I guess when you live in the shadow of the great Pradá cliffs, some of their mumbo-jumbo silliness can’t help but wear off on you.
I probably sound pretty, well, I don’t know, disrespectful of the spirits to you. You probably think I’m not much of a Vélache if I don’t believe in the spirits, but I’ll tell you something. I wasn’t always like this. I used to buy into all that crap but really, if the spirits really cared they wouldn’t have let my mother die giving birth to Émiv, and they sure as hell wouldn’t have drowned my father in a flash flood. So anyway, even if the rest of the siheyuan tell themselves the spirits care about us, I know they care about themselves.
Anyway, I may sound bitter, but really I’m just sore. My legs are sore. My back is sore. Even my neck is sore. But mostly my legs are sore; I’ve been climbing slowly for about eight days now. Its not a major incline, and I’m young and fit but sometimes I come to a ridge that gives me a view over the Redwoods and I look down at the lands below and I realize how far up I’ve come.
I haven’t seen anyone since my aunt left and to be honest, walking doesn’t take a lot of thinking; watch out for that root, don’t hit your head, that’s about it… so my mind wanders. I think about getting back to the national academy and of my classes. It’s my second year. I have six classes, mostly relating to materials. I’m learning to make dyes from stones and clay for clothes and artists. I’m learning about minerals and which ones can be used for what, about casting bronze and the giant iron foundry. I’m learning about the spirits of fire and how fast the breathe and how hot they get. I think about all the things I am learning. Next year I’ll apprentice and then it will be one more year at the college and I’ll be ready to take my place in Vélache adulthood. I think about my friends. About girls. Eight days alone in the woods, with no signs of anyone else: you do a lot of thinking.
I guess that’s the point.
The air is different here. Higher on the slopes it gets more refined. Thinner. The towering redwoods are something I look down upon; around me there are scraggly pines. Increasingly the redwoods are not the only thing below me; the valleys are often thick with mist and I realize these are low clouds rolling in off the cold grey ocean- distant- like a thin grey line on the far horizon.
I stop, resting my pack against a tall piece of schist rising like a finger from the edge of the path. I drink water from my skin and pull out my pouch of nuts. I take off my moccasins and massage my feet while I eat. I taste my fingers and realize my feet smell (and taste) horrible.
I lean back against the giant stone finger and look at the sky. My mind wanders and I see shapes in the clouds.
“Hello.”
I jump to my feet and look around.
A small red fox stands on the path. It is staring at me with that decidedly not animal-like curiosity foxes somehow have.
There is no one else around. Did the fox just talk to me?
I point a finger at it and sort of just stare for a second. I look at the nuts I am eating and consider throwing them away but decide against it.
Finally I my mind starts to crawl back to some semblance of thoughts, “Did you just say- Hello?”