Pasi Nurminen
Deity
Why did this consciousness I refer to as myself manifest itself in such a way as that I would achieve sentience through it? Am I just some kind of machine, operating from a distance without being truly aware of it? How is it that I became the mental vessel through which this body manages to sustain its physical existence? I reach out and I feel the can of Coke in front of me, I inhale my cigarette, but how is it that my consciousness feels these things, being separate as it seems to be from the body that it inhabits? How did I inhabit this body, and how is it that I'm not aware of things that everyone else feels? How do I not intuitively know what everyone else seems to think, and why does it seem that everyone else is something else, as if just pieces of my environment that I am to react to? Why am I me?
One last question: why am I still awake at 4 am despite the fact that I have to be up at 8?
One last question: why am I still awake at 4 am despite the fact that I have to be up at 8?