God gave us the tools to figure out more or less everything with some patience, but there are some questions we probably can never answer until we perish.![]()
Or we won't know after we perish. It is always a possibility this all means nothing, and consciousness is nothing more than a series of random chemical interactions reacting with their environment.
Or, when we perish, we may just lose all past memory anyway. Watching my grandma die of alzheimers was like watching the circle of life. She came as a baby, and left as one.