Alright, I guess it's time to stop lying to myself. I've now been going well over six months with these shoulder problems and it seems there's no release in sight. I'm working at my PhD studies at 25% pace, from home, and barely managing. I'm spending way more time at the computer than I really should, but I tell myself (probably rightly so) that I need the social interaction, since not being at work makes me otherwise isolated. Still, I've had to cut down much of my time around here as well, compared to how it used to be.
In the light of all this, there is simply no room for me to spend the kind of time I needed for the updates of this NES. Spread out over (long) time I could of course sum up enough time, but at the expense of most other things (those that give me that social interaction that keeps me at the computer in the first place). And I simply don't have the tenacity to work piecemeal on the updates like I should. There is also the issue that as the game has progressed on, we've ventured into uncharted territory (rules-wise), and I've had to 'wing it', something I realize I'm not actually comfortable with. Had we still been at the beginning of the game, updating would have been much simpler because the rules covered all cases.
All this together means I can't continue running this game. I realize most of you had probably already given up hope, but this game still deserves a formal note of ending:
Sorry, but this game is over.
It was a good game, not to say a
great game, for a long while one of the best that was running on these boards. It wasn't due to me, I merely provided you with a setting in which to live out your fantasies. We had thirteen (IMO) really interesting updates, again not possible without the immersive and highly interesting environment you all helped create. The many fantastic stories written for this game by so many of you is what I'll take with me and remember for a long time. We all deserved a much better ending than this, but life ain't always fair.
I hope I will still leave some sort of legacy though - I encourage all of you to head over to Chandrasekhar's new NES that will be starting for real in not too long. I've told him about my experiences running this game, and I have good hope that he will avoid the pitfalls I sometimes stumbled into. I really hope I will be able to participate in that game, it would be fun to play with and against you all, instead of just playing the impassive universe. So see you there.
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