andrewgprv
Second Class Citizen
Being raised in a very religous home and community I can testify that I have had many "spiritual" experiences. These experiences led me to believe that the church I was a part of was true, and that God was reafirming that in my heart, but being the inquisitive person I am I never stopped testing my faith. The more I tested the more didn't make sense, not to mention the cultish feeling I got from my church. Any outside veiws were forbiden anything that might disprove the church was Satan's doing. But I still had that revelation of spirit.
Then one day at school we were learning about different cultures so we did some yoga and some meditation. While meditating I felt peacefull relaxed and............what was this........I felt spiritual, just like I do when I go to church, or pray, or read the scriptures etc..... Then I got to thinking maybe these feeling arn't exclusive to my religon, I observed when I had these feeling. They happened all the time, In nature, at a good movie, with my family etc..... My whole life my church taught me that these feelings were the Holy Ghost reafirming my church's truthfullness, but in fact these feelings were apart of me just like anger, or happiness etc.... I had controll over these feelings not some mythical ghost.
As one who has been deeply religous and then gone atheist I will say atheism has brought me the most growth and fufillment. As an atheist I make my own decisions I decide what is best for me, and this requires maturity to make the right choices. When I was religous all the choices were made for me, my life was planned out for me. I never had to make my own choice it was as if I was a child and the church my parents telling me what it is I should do.
It's a scary thought to be self-suffiecent to be responsable for your own life and destiny.
Then one day at school we were learning about different cultures so we did some yoga and some meditation. While meditating I felt peacefull relaxed and............what was this........I felt spiritual, just like I do when I go to church, or pray, or read the scriptures etc..... Then I got to thinking maybe these feeling arn't exclusive to my religon, I observed when I had these feeling. They happened all the time, In nature, at a good movie, with my family etc..... My whole life my church taught me that these feelings were the Holy Ghost reafirming my church's truthfullness, but in fact these feelings were apart of me just like anger, or happiness etc.... I had controll over these feelings not some mythical ghost.
As one who has been deeply religous and then gone atheist I will say atheism has brought me the most growth and fufillment. As an atheist I make my own decisions I decide what is best for me, and this requires maturity to make the right choices. When I was religous all the choices were made for me, my life was planned out for me. I never had to make my own choice it was as if I was a child and the church my parents telling me what it is I should do.
It's a scary thought to be self-suffiecent to be responsable for your own life and destiny.