La Vie est L’Inferne
With a violent explosion, the young man was bodily hurled into the snowy trench. He grunted in pain, his arm shattered from a previous injury and bullet wounds in his right leg. He wore the white winter gear of the Métis army, but it was stained with blood and dirt, and now torn in many places. He was Lucien du Pré, a soldier of the Métis, barely into his 20th year. He had an unkempt, scraggly beard and messy, blond hair tinged with frost. Blood was seeping from him into the snow, further sullying its once-pure cleanliness. Slowly, in agony, he pulled himself along the trench, trying to escape... but it was too late. The last vestiges of the gas were upon him. His eyes burned as he pushed himself back upright, screaming in pain as his arm gave out again. His lungs burned, tears from his searing eyes frozen on his cheeks. Through blurry eyes, he saw another figure, breathing raggedly and splayed in the debris-strewn bottom of the trench. With a last two steps, he staggered towards the figure, then fell down beside him.
The soldier next to Lucien groaned.
“Who is it?”
Lucien looked over. The other man was of a stocky build, with native skin tone and close-cut black hair. It took him a second to recognize the figure. A man he had not seen in months, since the brief boot camp they had both gone through- it might as well have been a lifetime ago. His shut eyes oozed blood and a yellowish pus, and frostbite had set in on his nose and ears.
“My god... Bernard, is that you? It’s me-”
“Luc? Hell...” Bernard gave a fleshy cough, spitting up some blood, before continuing, “It figures that I’d run into you here.”
The two Métis laughed weakly. Luc shifted, wincing as he moved his arm into a more comfortable position. It was broken and bent at a horrific angle, but he couldn’t bring himself to set it. The pain was lessening now- was he growing to tolerate it, or was it shock... and blood loss. The reddish patch around his leg was no longer spreading- the cold would eventually cut off the flow. They rested, silently, each nursing their own grievous wounds. The world had gone strangely silent- most likely any survivors had already scattered, or fled north, on the long road to Fort Résolution.
After a few moments, Luc spoke.
“Can you see?”
“No... I can’t even open my eyes...”
“You don’t have to pretend you don’t feel pain, Bern. We all do.”
“Hah... you know me, I’m still invincible. I’m just resting.”
The two coughed out another dry laugh.
“Can you see, Luc?”
Through stinging and watery eyes, the young man surveyed the length of the trenches and the empty, blue sky above. Only his frequent blinking was preventing the tears from freezing together.
“Not much to see. Blood, snow and shi-”
“Do you hear something?”
“Virginians maybe? They’re too afraid to go near their chemical even with their damned little masks on. It’ll be at least a few more minutes before they show up.”
The silence returned, as the two considered the implications.
“So, we’re going to die then.” stated Luc, flatly.
“You maybe... you know that I’m impervious.” One of Bernard’s eyes twitched slightly, as if attempting to wink.
“What do you think’s going to happen?”
“To us? Well, I’m a good Catholic- can’t say about you though.”
“Yeah, but what’s going to happen to the world? For all I know, it’s going to end once I’m dead.”
“You’ve been reading too much of that German philosopher again.”
“By the sounds of it there’s not going to be any Germany left soon.”
“Or Sweden. Or lots of people.”
“All over the world- I wonder how many guys like us are out there right now...”
“They can worry about themselves Luc. The world’s walking straight into hell, and there’s not much left to stop it.”
Luc was now feeling very lightheaded. He tried to lift his good arm, but it wasn’t responding. He barely felt anything anymore, just a heavy, settling sense of inevitability.
“I’m going to miss my farm... and... oh God, I hope my mother’s alive.”
“It’d be a shame if your sister died too. Pretty girl...”
Luc didn’t bother mentioning that she was already engaged. His mind was slowing, drawing him ever closer to eternal sleep.
“I think... I’m go...”
“Oh, no! Don’t die before me Luc, I already had to go through thinking I was dying alone once!”
“I’ll try... you owe... me Bern.”
“In heaven, Luc. We’ll see each other soon enough- I’m sure I hear them coming now.
“Farm... mom...”
“Just a little longer Luc. Luc?”
“Hnn...”
The young Métis soldier moved no more, his eyes still staring wistfully into the distance.
“Luc?”
Bernard slumped back down onto the cold snowbank, thinking a quiet prayer for the man beside him. His world was dark and blind, surrounded only by pain and dull cold. Only the sound of crunching footsteps changed, growing ever closer. As they reached the top of the trench, they came to a distinct stop, and Bernard heard two voices conversing in English. They seemed to not notice him, or to have assumed that he was already gone.
“L’enfer.” he coughed out. The two Virginians spoke rapidly in inscrutable tones for a few seconds, before Bernard heard the sounds of two sets of boots land
“You par-lay in anj-lay?” spoke one Virginian in broken, horribly-accented French.
“Mangez ma merde et starter, connard.”
The Virginian who had spoken clearly didn’t know much more of the language than what he had previously spoken, and the two spoke briefly again. Bernard mentally crossed himself, and apologized for his obscenity similarly. Suddenly he felt the frigid metal of a bayonet plunge into his chest, withdrawing only to stab again. The pain was fading rapidly, and he knew he didn’t have much time left. He tried to speak a few last words, but could only gurgle. He heard a few more visceral noises, and imagined that they were doing the same to Lucien. As he withdrew into himself, and the last of his life drained away, Bernard wished his comrade well, and thought no more.
The two Virginian soldiers spoke quietly, then moved on.