You're just being ridiculous.
That ad-hominem won't help your argument, you have to show how i'm being ridiculous, you made a claim and said what i've already quoted you as saying, and i asked you some big questions that i would expect anyone to know for them to make those claims, you say the idea of an intelligent creator is absurd, so very obviously you must know that the universe was not created by an intelligent being, yet you say you don't know how the universe was created, so how can you back, or even attempt to make such a claim?
The thread is called "ask an atheist", you asked an open question to atheists, and I (being an atheist) answered you with my take on the question.
You answered me in an insulting and throw-away fashion, i asked you some questions in return.
The important point I was trying to make was that you were asking the wrong question, given that you seemed to be assuming atheists had made a choice to not believe, and that the reward for this choice was some form of satisfaction or reassurance that you wanted defining. I was pointing out that (in my case at least) there was no choice to make, it just grows naturally out of ones outlook on life.
Now that i can understand, but my questions to you still stand, i expect anyone who knows 100% that an intelligent creator did not make the universe to know how the universe came into existence, otherwise they can't fully discount that possiblity no matter how unlikely it may be, it's simple logic.
And, no matter how rude or offensive you find the fact, for anyone who is truly an atheist then in their eyes the concepts of God, magic unicorn tears, or the Great Green Arkleseizure are pretty much interchangeable and are all silly notions to not take seriously regardless of whether they've just been made up as a joke or if millions of people have believed in them for thousands of years.
I don't find your assumption of that fact being true offensive, i found the way you delivered it unecessarily patronising.
I understand well the concept of russel's tea pot, it's a useful defence against those who are incapable of seeing the difference in percentage chances between a tea pot we can't see revolving around the sun being in existence, and an intelligent creator being in existence.
The percentage chances of both these items existing are a matter of argument, and not everyone will agree that the chances of a tea pot existing as it revolves around the sun are the same as the chances for a creator being in existence once life's mysterious and un-answered questions are taken into account.
Now, I would assume that "knowing" (i.e. believing with every fibre of your being) that the universe wasn't created by God, is pretty much the basic definition of what atheism is.
Actually i think there are different types of atheists, from those who believe that there is definitely no god, to those who think the chances are so small it's highly unlikely, it is the former i find myself having problems with, the "know-it-alls", not the latter.
So now you're suddenly demanding that I justify the entire concept of atheism by insisting I justify this concept. Which I suppose is all well and good, but it's a million miles away from what you asked in the first place. which was simply why did I "choose" to become an atheist and what do I get out of it. I believe I answered your original question to the best of my abilities, and at the moment I have no real interest in defending the entire concept of atheism for your entertainment.
I didn't demand anything from you, i simply answered your answer to me which was in fairness, somewhat of a throw-away and needlessly rude answer, you misunderstand me if you think i find this entertaining, i lost my faith in god because of how i see the world suffer, but i can't logically discount the possiblity of something intelligent having kick-started the universe, even if it is highly unlikely because i wasn't there when it happened, and so far no-one else knows either.