Serenity, A Calling, Dharma
Lord Lofar had been changed. It had everything to do with his conversion to the Pūrṇatā kē li'ē rāstā, but it was more than just his faith that was different. It was his very thought process, the way he spoke, his demeanor, even the way he walked. Several of his long-time friends had commented on it and the word they always used when they did comment on it was serene. You appear calm, so
serene, they would say and he would smile at them,
serenely, as he continued his work or ate a strawberry from his garden.
Today, like he had done not so very long ago, he was walking in his gardens. At his side was the nāga, Āvāza. And though their continence were serene, the topic of discussion was one that worried both men, it was the fate of the faithful in the northern Machaka lands.
I understand you were amongst the council-members who spoke with the Machaka king? You have asked for him to extend his mercy to the faithful of Ilfundune and Shala?
Āvāzas unbleached and undyed robes swayed as he walked, the rhythmic, hypnotic motion characteristic to nāga evident even in his human form, I did. Ungulungo, despite his power, I do not feel is a wise man. He has embraced apostasy for himself and is leading his people into ignorance, endangering their very souls. He blames our missionaries for the curse of the one-eye. Furthermore, he supports the violent persecution initiated by this governor, Gunlops, who calls himself the round-eye.
Despite his serene demeanor, Lofar was eager to know more, What news of the faithful of Ilfundune and Shala?
They hide. They resist. The movement continues. The people of these cities know the governor and his cronies are lying to them. Those that listen to the Pūrṇatā kē li'ē rāstā inherently know its truth, just as you did, know that service to the Pantokrator cannot end just because her time amongst us has. They are devout beyond what we in our comfortable palaces and temples could ever be. They know sacrifice and importantly, they know to strive in the face of hardship. By striving, they gain insight and wisdom and most importantly, karma. Though they suffer, they are enriched. They are strengthened and the people of Ilfundune and Shala and even our own cities see this strength and are drawn to it. The more the people are persecuted, the stronger we become.
Of course, that does not mean we can only leave them to suffer. They are our brothers and we must aid them.
Lofar looked at the nāga directly, but was unable to make out the expression in those slitted yellow eyes, So what are you going to do Āvāza?
The nāga turned to him in turn, No Lofar; that is not the question one must ask Instead, you must ask yourself, What will
I do?
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The air was much cooler amongst the stone catacombs of the palace of Fornalis. Few ventured down here, amongst the remains of kings and queens, honored knights and beautified saints from the era of a living Pantokrator. Certainly Lord Lofar had not been amongst the dry marble hallways, somehow miraculously clear of dust and moisture for many years. He remembered coming with his mother to visit his fathers tomb and later alone to visit both his mothers and his fathers, but that had been some time ago. Today however, he was not searching for their tomb but returning to a much older portion of the subterranean crypt. He operated by memory, the flame of the torch barely reflecting in the the polished white and grey walls. His memory operated from some distant time, as a child, when his grandfather had shared with him a great secret. From the depths of his memory there was a
calling.
And so Lofar made his way through the labyrinthine hallways, losing himself in several dead-ends and descending several floors. There was a change here. No longer did the walls depict engravings of knights astride horses and men bent in prayer, but instead there were winged men, not angels but something else, mortals like men but blessed by the pantokrator with wings and flight. In the engravings many held bows or swords and did battle with demonic humanoids that threw fire or poison. His grandfather had told him of the wars between the ancestors so long ago but it was but a dim memory so ancient he was unsure what was true and what was the conjecture of his childhood imaginations. But one thing he did remember, he remembered the scepter.
Finally he arrived at the case. It was ancient, and like the hallways and the palace above, was carved of white and grey marble. He had found it though now his torch was sputtering and threatening to die. He placed it in a nearby sconce and lit a new torch, placing this one in another bracket.
Lord Lofar bent before the case, offering a prayer to the Pantokrator and her messenger, the sacred child, Pavitra Baccē. He knew why he was here. It was
dharma- his duty to the perfection of creation. The faithful were being persecuted and though he hated to do it, he knew his duty was to protect them from oppression and tyranny just as he would his family or the people of Fornalis. For now all the faithful were like his people and he had a duty. Yes- it was
dharma that had brought him here.
He muttered another prayer, Maiṁ prayāsa karatē haiṁ (
I strive), and opened the case. There it was- the scepter of the ancient winged ancestors, the weapon they had crafted to end the hordes of the horned demons. Only twice, in the age of men, had it been used- once by his grandfather so many years ago.
Now, it would be used again. It was
dharma, his
calling. He lifted it and felt its strength like an electric current. And he was filled with a new
serenity.