IRL has been a mess for me for the last ~9 months, but especially so the last few weeks. I would like to add my voice to more of the discussion happening here but I just don't have the energy. I wanna thank
@JohannaK,
@Cloud_Strife and
@Tolina for taking their time to add their voices to this thread. My personal answer to each question they have answered might be specifically different in nuance, but I endorse what they've had to say fully.
As to the last few weeks, well, they happen to be related to this thread and I'm going to rant about them soon. But first,
The "how do others tell if someone is trans", and the bottomline answer of "because the individual says so" brings up another question to me. I am active in a few fetish-related Discord servers that have a lot of people drawn to them because of the active feminization element. A common question tends to arise from them, at least the ones that aren't extremely gender dysphoric, which is "do I want to be a girl because I'm trans, or because it's a fetish"? My usual answer has included a variation of "there's a magic button, and when you press it, you become a girl, and everyone's life and memories adjust to you always having been a girl; do you press it?" It occurs to me though that the magic button doesn't necessarily 'weed out' the fetish-only types. So from you all that do not seem to have fallen victim to the fetish distraction (or maybe you have as well), can you help me sort out better question(s) to help them sort out their own thoughts about it?
I'm not asexual, but I would place myself ace-adjacent. I would rather give up sex than wikipedia.
This question,
"do I want to be a girl because I'm trans, or because it's a fetish"
has been presented to me dozens of times. My answer: if you're actually asking, you're probably trans. The question itself isn't limited to fetish -- "Am I trans, or...?" exists independent of any kink, any fetish. I didn't discover the concept of "wtf is gender and wtf are you" through porn or sex, I discovered it through people I met. My self doubt wasn't, "is it a fetish?" but instead, "is it an aspie fixation?" combined with "is this just another 'easy answer' to the question of my own mental illness?"
Whenever someone reaches the point of asking the question, "Am I trans, or..." it means they've reached the point where they're wondering if the next step is an action or not. Taking the fetish possibility from your post, if someone's "fetish" has gotten so complex as to intrude on the rest of their life --
in a nonsexual manner -- then they're not really asking "is this a fetish" but rather, "is this reality, and if so, is it something I should respond to?"
Do they want to be trans? If I ask someone questioning, "do you want to be Trans?" and their answer is yes, I gotta say it brings up warning alarms. Anyone who *wants* to be trans, for any other reason than "well I got my answer...." I am skeptical. Actually being trans, or NB, effin' sucks. To
want to live life on hard mode raises a lot of questions in me. You think you have a fetish about being fem? How does that translate outside of the fetish sphere? Do you get off being dehumanized? Do you get off at the idea that some fratbois will pull up next to you in traffic, stare at you in your car, pointing and laughing? If that is a sexual high for you, then idk, that might be a fetish. Basically, if you take that interactions outside of sexualized contexts, and the desire to be a woman is still there despite the lack of sexual reaction, then ya probably somewhere on the trans spectrum.
There are an undefined number of ways to doubt if you're trans or not. Fetishism is one. If the person places their feelings into a comprehensive context -- the fetish, yes, but also every other aspect of their lives -- and can't rule out that it's "just a fetish" then that person should at least be considering further exploration.