Random Rants #63: These Rants Don't Run

[azzaman333]

Why did I buy two tickets to a gig that I'm probably going to go to by myself. WTH is wrong with me.

 

[Snerk]

Can I come then?

 

[azzaman333]

Can I come then?

If you're in Melbourne on Sunday the 12th of June, like metalcore and are willing to buy me a couple of drinks, sure.

 

[Takhisis]

Why should he buy you a drink?

 

[gay_Aleks]

Maybe they should exchange drinks. One drink for another.

Rant:

Blah, I'm just thinkin' of which cities in Europe I won't see. Goddamnit.

 

[The_J]

Why don't you go and see them?


Rant: Now I'm actually getting messages at that one online-dating platform back, and I'm somewhat not interested in actually answering back. What's wrong with me?
(yeah, many things, but I wonder for this case)

 

[gay_Aleks]

because I don't have cash

obviously

 

[Takhisis]

Take a few of your schoolmates and start an army that can conquer those cities. Those weaklings will never see it coming.

 

[azzaman333]

Why should he buy you a drink?

He can pay for his ticket if he prefer but that'd probably cost twice as much.

 

[Takhisis]

So you'll give him a plane ticket in exchange for a drink?

 

[azzaman333]

So you'll give him a plane ticket in exchange for a drink?

That wasn't part of the deal. Interested parties must be in the correct city on the correct date to take up the offer.

 

[Lohrenswald]

I've been I'd say rightly accused of making facebook-style statements about how horrible things are going.
Basically without explanation and sort of pandering for positive responses.

ehg

I am feeling rotten right now. So much in my life is going down the drain, and it's completely my fault.
I think I'm also a bad person.

I don't want to be comforted, I just want it to end.

I've been talking like this probably for a year now christ.

 

[choxorn]

You're not a bad person. You're just going through some bad things.

 

[The_J]

If you're unhappy about how you are, then go and change it.
Else nothing will change.

because I don't have cash

obviously

And you will never have?

 

[Lohrenswald]

If you're unhappy about how you are, then go and change it.
Else nothing will change.

There isn't a change switch

It's doing a bunch of stuff hopefully to make things better

I don't know how I can like suddenly get the resolve to actually study for example
and it's like too late for that too

and to not be a complete jerk

the whole university thing is really pushing me down, but there are other things troubling me too now.
I don't know if people trust my word anymore, there's been a lot of promises I haven't fulfilled

I think I've become afraid of trying

 

[Lohrenswald]

There isn't a change switch

It's doing a bunch of stuff hopefully to make things better

I don't know how I can like suddenly get the resolve to actually study for example
and it's like too late for that too

and to not be a complete jerk

the whole university thing is really pushing me down, but there are other things troubling me too now.
I don't know if people trust my word anymore, there's been a lot of promises I haven't fulfilled

I think I've become afraid of trying

Christ this is basically what I say in fiftychat all the time

goddamnit I haven't moved a bloody inch

 

[Lohrenswald]

Also I'm failing both assignments due today again

sure I only need to pass half of them but it's not like I'm going to get more resolve in the future
and it's impossible to pass exam without doing them
yet I haven't

I haven't learned a single bloody thing this entire bloody semester
I don't know anything about quantum mechanics even after attending every single lecture for like 14 weeks or however long it's been.

There's literarly nothing that's working out.

If I can't graduate why should anything I say or mean or do matter

Jesus christ

Also in 2 hours I'll have lab for at least 5 hours and I hate it
I really really really don't want to do it

 

[Lohrenswald]

What would be really pathetic is if all this is just a cry for attention

I don't know if that's true. I kinda think it's not and I hope it's not.
But the thought scares me

and it'd really be the nail in the coffin confirming I'm a horrible person

 

[gay_Aleks]

If you're unhappy about how you are, then go and change it.
Else nothing will change.



And you will never have?

since I'm in Bulgaria yes probably

 

[Arakhor]

I haven't learned a single bloody thing this entire bloody semester
I don't know anything about quantum mechanics even after attending every single lecture for like 14 weeks or however long it's been.

That sounds fascinating. Unfortunately, I've learnt far more things as an adult that I'd have wanted to study at university than I ever did as a child.

and it'd really be the nail in the coffin confirming I'm a horrible person

You sound like you're depressed. Seek medical help, seriously.