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Tuesday, September 11, 2001

It's hard to put into words what happened to me this day, and what happened to my city and my country.

On this day, I lost a lot of friends forever. They will never again see their families, or their friends, or anything else. This was the last morning they ever had, the last meal, the last begining of work.

This started like almost any other day, a rush to catch the train, a kiss for my son, and my beloved, and out the door. No big deal, we will talk via e-mail, like every day. On the train, through Queens, I can see the Empire state building, where she will be, and the Trade center, just a few blocks from me. same as every day.

Into work, begin the grind of another day, look at mail, have our morning meeting, get things together. My window faces the trade center, blocks the view of Jersey, but no big deal. nothing in Jersey anyway, right? Get started on reports, do a little of this, a little of that, turn on the net, and talk to my friends while working, same as everyday.

This wasn't everyday. For a lot of my friends, this was their last day.

Around a qaurter to nine, I hear a hell of an explosion. I look up, and see smoke coming out of one of the towers! <br />What the hell happened? Is it a bomb? Can't be, too much damage. Then, I see a plane heading straight towards the other tower! What the hell is wrong with the pilot??? Why is he banking? Pull up!!

It hits square, and another explosion. The windows shake. Massive fireball, my god, all those people! 50,000 work in the towers!!!

Alright, keep calm, remember your training, it doesn't look that bad. A lot of people are gone, but the buildings still stand. Maybe it will be alright. But it will never be alright again.

Wait a minute! They must be hitting NY landmarks! Like...maybe the Empire State building??? Maria is there!! Call her, but the damn phone doesn't work, neither does the cell!! No TV, Cable is out, nothing on the radio, only the net works! Send an e-mail!!!

She doesn't answer. The towers look very bad. I can't reach any news sites, only Apolyton is working! Start a thread, ask for some help with info. Rumors are everywhere. My friends from all over the world are flooding me with messages of concern. Can't think about that. Only Maria matters!!! Can't think of anything till I know she's OK.

No word, more friends call. The unthinkable, one of the towers just collasped! I was looking at it, and it's gone!!!!

No word for her. Why doesn't she answer????

Lots of people posting, more messages, more rumors.

What the hell??? the other tower just went!! how the hell can this be happening???

They won't let us leave, and there is nothing but rumors. They say the pentagon is gone. Now I am mad. God damn cowards.

My staff is panicky, and they need to be calmed. I'm numb. I can't reach her, and I have so many friends in the towers. Are they all right??? They can't be dead, can they? Who would do this?

More messages from my wonderful friends. They are affraid for me, and for the country. My euro friends are outrages, my US friends are shocked. No word yet. Have to keep frosty, people need help.

How is she????

She sends a message. She is alright. And she knows I am also.

Now it's almost two. They are clearing us out, but I go to voluteer to help.

This is ALL true. I will continue the next part in a bit, I'm drained.
 
God be with you AofA. We are doing the best we can to assist from this side of the river.
 
Part Two

Well, I have to get everbody out. There is smoke everywhere, and everyone is scared. Thick chalk like smoke. We are all covered with it. Where the hell is it coming from?

Still not sure of all the facts. They say a lot of airliners where hijacked for this. My god, those people saw their own deaths! Can't think about that.

Police need help, and EMS are overwhelmed. Firemen are dying. They need volunteers. I offer to help. There are body parts lying about! And why all the shoes? A cop says that women kicked off their shoes to run faster!

A lot of them are kids, and they are in rocky shape. I see a firefighter hauling a young girl. He puts her down, and she smiles, and so does he. He turns around, and he's crying. Her left leg is crushed.

I can't believe this.

A cop tells me to lose the tie. I can't believe I'm still wearing it. I start helping people by handing out water. Dust is everywhere.

A 10 year cop is talking to me. He is babling, I can't understand him. Why doesn't he shut the f*ck up? Then I realize, it's me. I'm not listening. He's telling me that 8 men in his division are missing, they were in the WTC when it let go. They are probaly dead.

I see an EMS guy, he's having trouble breathing. Seems he took in too much dust. Why doesn't someone help him? Someone does.

I can't smell anything, the dust covers all. People are dying.

Some firefighters are fustrated. They say that 7 WTC is burning bad, and may also collaspe. They can't stop it. People are trying to be brave, but it's killing all of us. More bodies, and more people fighting to save lives.

Such courage and stamina. were do they get it? I'm dead tired.<br />They won't stop, they say people are trapped.

I look at my watch. It's almost 6. They say they need blood.

I need to see Maria. I can't take much more.

I give blood, but they say I must go, that I'm to weak to continue.

No way out of lower manhatten except on foot. <br />The firefighters I saw before are leaving. They offer a lift.<br />Thank god I'm home by 7.

She is waiting for me at the door, nearly hysterical. Why didn't you call, you son of a b1tch!!! I can't answer, but she knows why.

I see my son, and I hug them both, and only then will I cry for all that is lost.

The best part of my world is safe, but my world is changed forever.
 
Truly humbling, Albo. I fear that in a few days or weeks or months I will be able to name someone I knew who is now dead and gone. Part of me though...part of me wishes I was there. You cannot believe how dazed and confused I was when I woke up at 9:00 AM MST (11:00 EST) to hear Peter Jennings on KBER when I always hear the Bob and Tom show. I remember lying back in half sleep barely hearing "the FAA has grounded all civilian aircraft, militay fighters now patrol major cities across the Eastern seaboard."

I leaned forward and went, "huh? WTF happened." And I ran out to the kitchen/living area of my apartment to see my roomates fixated on FoxNews channel. And the first thing I saw, the very first thing, was the video of the 767 coming in from behind building B and a great fireball bursting out the other side.

I sat silent for minutes, watching Video montages of the building being hit, the buildings burning, the buildings falling, people screaming, people crying, and then another angle of it being hit, and then more of the building collapsing and another of the rubble.

And the only thought that passed through my head was: Somebody gonna pay.

I wish I was there. I wish I could've done something. I wish I had seen it with my own eyes. For now my head hurts and eyes burn from watching it over and over and discussing it with my roomies and freinds and professors and internet sprites. Yet, I've only seen pictures and videos. I wish I could've seen it and done something.

I'm glad you're OK, Albiciaties of Athenae and Thunderfall. Feel better, champs.
 
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This day, is one of those days, that your grand children will have to interview you about as a school assignment.......

We just heard the speech of our principal (school), and we had a moment of silence, to honour the deads and casualties of this terrible disaster. He asked us, to please not become violent against eachother (Muslims vs. Christians and Christians vs. Muslims). I cannot to otgherwise than condamn this action, but we should keep in mind that we should not act to quickly.....The US wants revenge, but if the ones that did it can't be discovered, if there';s no proove of a country leading the action.........
 
I was out for business the whole day yesterday in Paris and when I came back, my father told me about that. I remember my first thought was something like: my God, AoA was there. Then the first thing I did was to connect to MSN to talk to you. Alias, this f***ing thing didn't work. Hopefully, you are safe AoA. Anyway, sincere condolences.

PS: perhaps one day, "they" will understand how senseless this kind of act can be.
 
AoA, I read your posts while sitting here at the university with my friends next to me, but I am almost shaking! I feel with you so much that all the things I should be doing now for my study just don't work... I need to chill... <img src="eek.gif" border="0">

I'm honest! This may sound stupid being in the Netherlands so far away from it, but really everybody is talking about it. Either this, or our job here. But I'll start in a few minutes, not yet.

My best wishes to you and I hope you can deal with this adequately.

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i think aoa´s posts in this thread are among the best things i´ve ever read.
 
I looked out my window this morning and they are gone. The towers are f***ing GONE! So are my 2 neighbors from downstairs. They both worked at Morgan Stanley....We have not heard from them yet. Morgan Stanley occupied 50 floors in one of the towers.

My wife and I stood on our balcony last night and watched the fighters circle overhead...ever vigilant. Our world will never be the same.

We still have 8 employees missing as of 0500. We prayed for them and the others for most of the night.

AofA...if you need anything from Jersey, let me know....
 
AofA, your account is truly moving, my thoughts and prayers go to you and your family, my condolences for the loss of your friends.

The strength you have shown in the face of adversity, lending assistance wherever possible demonstrates a part of humanity that no terrorist can extinguish.
 
What more can be said than that was the most moving and powerful passage I have laid eyes on for a long time. I am offering up prayers of thanksgiving that you and your family are alright, AoA/Chris, and will keep you in them as these tragic events continue to unfold
 
Damn you, AofA, you made me cry for the first time in quite a while <img src="wink.gif" border="0"> . Seriously, a very moving account (it truly did bring me to tears). I'm very glad you and your family are safe. My heart absolutely aches for your losses, AofA, jiml_63, Sekong, TF, and any other CFCers in the NY area. You represented the CFC community with the highest honor, dignity, and courage. I only hope I would respond as well if I were to face such a situation. Give your wife and son an extra hug from all of us. Our prayers for your friends/co-workers who are still missing and for their families. Far too many will not have the happy endings you have been fortunate enough to see.

peace, Leowind
 
Leo, and everyone, thank you all.

Today, we are all one people, of this earth, not just any country.

Let us remember all the people who are gone, they are truly the best of us...
 
Thank you Leowind for having the courage to put into words exactly what I felt and experienced.

AoA my friend, as I sat helpless here in England, I did what little I could while it was happening, knowing it would never ever come close to being enough.

I will not wish you peace. That is too much to expect. But I wish you you wisdom and courage. And you know you can count on the continued love of your friends.

Stormerne
 
When first I saw the devastation, I - like most of us here in the NY/NJ metro area - immediately went through a list of friends and family who may have been around or near the destruction. Thankfully, those we knew directly were not harmed and are now safe.

I thought, too, of our own CivFanatics that I know live in the area as well, including Thunderfall, AofA, Vyrlakas (sp?), and others. Given the sheer massiveness of this attack it would seem likely that all of us would be affected in one way or another.

AofA and Jiml_63: I am happy that you are both well and I feel for your losses deeply. For the rest of us in this area (and in DC, PA and associated with any of the flights involved) I hope you, too are well and that your loved ones are safe from harm.

I was actually supposed to be in the very area myself. I cancelled my appointment because my daughter was born and I was spending time with her and my wife this week.

It made me very mad as I looked at my newborn only 5 days old and wondered what kind of world is waiting for her. I only hope she will be able to witness an end to all of this senseless violence and watch the NY skyline - indeed the whole country - become whole again.

Hope you remain well AoA - and to all who are affected by this directly and indirectly.
 
AOA, you made me LITERALLY laugh out loud today, and now you've brought tears to my eyes... Hoo boy... Like all before me said, I'm glad everything turned out as well as it did for you, and I feel terrible for the ones who it didn't turn out so well for...
 
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