cybrxkhan
Asian Xwedodah
I've been diagnosed with it, as have probably >10% of this forum. Patients often go through a large number of psychotropic drugs, counseling and other types of therapy, lifestyle changes or attempts at them, and whatnot, with success rates that are better than nothing but still disappointing.
I'm not suicidal, but it's a mindset that makes a certain amount of sense to me. What I don't get is why someone would be willing to kill so many other people as well, and with no stated reason for doing so.
As one of the >10% (though with I believe a mild case) I can also make sense of the mindset but also be a bit baffled at why he'd need to kill others as well. Sometimes folks with depression don't make sense, at the end of the day, so maybe that applies here too.
I wonder how people get themselves diagnosed in a first place. If the pilot was so upset with the career repercussions of such diagnosis -- it is unlikely he went to doctors himself. But if was referred to medical evaluation by some agency, how come an employee could hide such a fact from the employer? How can it be up to the pilot to disclose his condition given the clear conflict of interests?![]()
I don't know how things are in Europe, but at least here in the states there's still a bit of a stigma associated with mental illness and a lot of lack of information - ie the idea that people with mental illness are raving lunatic killers or insane suicidal bipolar people - so it results in a lot of people not wanting to advertise their condition, so to speak. There's also the fact that even after diagnosis a person might refuse to believe, or is uncertain, about the fact that they're mentally ill. In my case, though I have mild depression, it took me almost a year for me to conclude that, yes, I have some problem, even if I'm not thinking about suicide or screaming my head off - I wager for someone with a more severe case it might take even longer, or it'll be much more difficult for them to come to terms with it (for me it just took a bit of talking with a couple of good friends and an anime to get me to my realization). Other factors - economic, cultural, and so on - may also play a role here. Even after that, and after counseling, I sometimes still wonder whether I really have a problem or I'm just being a whiny 1st world problem sort of person. So, it's quite possible that somehow the pilot just worked to convince others, and maybe even himself, that somehow, he was alright, with tragic results.
Again, I'm just saying this from the perspective of someone in America. I don't know the state of affairs for mental health and its treatment in Europe, but I'm assuming there may be a few similarities.