Kids are never nice, regardless of whether they come from Rio de Janeiro or Cidade do Povo. I lived in both cities in my life, my childhood in Rio de Janeiro, my adolescence in Cidade do Povo, when pai was chosen by the Socialist Party to represent Rio de Janeiro in the the Workers and Farmers Congress. In Rio, we had a decent life. I had friends I'd play with and get into mischief with. Every now and then, my father would catch me and scold me, though he never laid a hand on me. He'd usually just ground me or lecture me or give me extra chores. I thought he could be the meanest man on Earth, till I had my own children.
In my neighborhood in Rio, there was an old man we knew as Sr. Boas. He was an ugly man. There was a scar across half his face, it was mishapened, and he never said a word to us. It seemed as if nothing existed other than himself and his gardens. He'd tend the rows of flowers every day, ignoring everything around him. We children figured that he must be dumb. Our ball could bump into him while he was hunched over tending the flowers, and he wouldn't notice. Of course, sometimes a ball would end up in his garden while he was inside. When we came to get it, he'd rush outside, face contorted, red, ugly, and shouting obscenities at us. Those times, we didn't think he was dumb. We'd think he was a monster. After we left, he would fret over the garden for a good thirty minutes, then enter his lair again.
We reacted to his aloof persona by inventing stories about him, nasty little stories. Danilo said he heard Sr. Boas was a warlock who tried to light a man on fire, but lost control of the magic, which reared up and mauled his own face. Davi said that the French had learned how to create evil men, and that Sr. Boas was one such creation that they had messed up on, and that the police were just waiting for him to go crazy so they could kill him and prove he was created by the French, and in the meantime they were just watching him. All the stories were quite wild and far-fetched. Sr. Boas probably new we were creating rumors about him, but he didn't care or do anything. He just tended his garden.
One day, us kids became very bored, and invented a new story. We said that Sr. Boas was a French spy, who hated the Socialist Union because they couldn't fix his hideous face, and wanted the Emperor to come and make everyone slaves. The flowers were secret messages to other spies, telling when it was safe to bring back the Emperor. We decided that the only way to end this plot was to destroy the flowers when Sr. Boas was gone to get his rations. We did just that, ripping apart the flower beds, leaving it strewn all over the street and in the remains of the flower bed, all the while laughing at our triumph and thinking we would become heroes.
When pai saw what had happened, he was furious. Red faced, shouting, he ordered us to get into the house. He interrigated us on the sofa, asking what could have possibly inspired us to do such a nasty thing. Sobbing, I told him the story and that we thought we would be national heroes for tearing up the garden. Pai was so angry he left the living room for a few minutes. He came back with mãe and told us our punishment: we were to personally appologize to Sr. Boas, and offer to help him fix his garden. It seems a fair punishment in any other situation, but for us children, having to be around Sr. Boas was a terrifying prospect, as if we were to meet the French Consul himself.
Pai was wise to send us to our room till Sr. Boas returned, and to explain the situation to him before we appologized. In the mean time, Davi, Danilo and I waited in my bedroom. We knew when Sr. Boas had returned. He dropped his rations and started screaming obscenities. We could hear him through the window. Pai tried to explain while Sr. Boas threw a fit, trying to calm him down. We couldn't tell what they were saying, but the yelling went on for about ten minutes, then after half an hour, pai came into our room and told us it was time to see Sr. Boas. As I came down the stairs in the house, my heart pounded. I imagined the various horrible deaths I could endure. My favorite was being in a burning pit with pai, mãe, and my friends, with Sr. Boas and the French Consul and the Emperor standing at the top, laughing maniacally as the fire melted our skin and faces, just like Sr. Boas's. Ever step across the street was torture, like walking up to the last place you'll stand before being shot by the firing squad. When pai knocked on the door, it was like cannon explosions. The door opened, creaking like a coffin's lid, and on the other side stood Sr. Boas in a military uniform. A Socialist uniform.
My friends and I were shocked at the sight of Sr. Boas in a Socialist uniform. He smiled his grizzly smile, the burned side of his face creasing oddly, and invited us in. His house wasn't much different than ours: it had a small living room with a couple couches and a few chairs set out for the extra guests, presumably from the kitchen. He invited us to sit on one couch, and he sat across from us. Pai took a chair, then said that we had something we wanted to say (why parents say that we want to say we're sorry and offer to help when children really don't want to do any such thing was, and still is, beyond me). I was the one who had to do the talking, of course, because I was the one on the hot seat, since pai was my father. So I told Sr. Boas about why we did it, the rumor, appologized, and offered to help him plant a new garden. Sr. Boas nodded. He said that the reason he was wearing his uniform was to show us that he was, indeed, a Socialist, not some French concoction. He said that the uniform was from his days in the air force. Pai, of course, prompted him to tell more. So Sr. Boas told us his story.
Sr. Boas was twenty when the Second World War started with New England. At the time, Sr. Boas had just been married. He never wanted to leave his wife, but it was war time, with the SUSA mobilizing to fight the New Englander empire, and rather than risk being conscripted, Sr. Boas got a comission as an officer. He was trained hastily, then shipped to the Caribbean. He was to be a part of the assault of Puerto Rico. He was a fine pilot, but when the New Englander air force came in full strength, he was one of those shot down. He barely survived. It was then he received the burn on his face. The New Englanders found him and fought hard to keep him alive, more for the sake of questioning him than for really caring about his health. It took months for him to recover, and by that time, he was no longer of use, since the Battle of Puerto Rico had failed. He was now a prisoner of war, kept on Puerto Rico for the remainder of the war. The New Englanders were fair captors, though it was by no means fun or easy. There were no attempts to escape since there was nowhere to escape to, so Sr. Boas was left fretting and worrying about his wife for ten years till the war ended and he was allowed to return home. When he was released when peace was signed with New England and the Second World War had ended, he found that his wife had been told that he had been killed, and she comitted suicide. Upon learning this, Sr. Boas decided that he had no home to come back to, and that all that was left for him was the air force. He remained in the air force till he retired and moved in across the street. He never loved again. To remember his wife and escape the loneliness, he planted flowers, which she loved. It was the only way to get back to a better time, when life was good, those few months when he was making a home for a life he would never receive. It kept him happy and sane.
Sr. Boas accepted our apology but refused to have us help him plant his garden again. For us to help would defeat the purpose. The next day, I watched as Sr. Boas worked on replanting his garden, and realized that only when he was working would his hideous face smile. He died a few years ago, and the military gave him an honorable funeral. Every once in a while, when I'm visiting Rio, I pass Sr. Boas's house. A new family lives there and the garden is now just grass. But I can still see him tending it with care, and for the only time in his life, smiling.
[Published in Memoirs, by Atilio Sousa]