Aleksey_aka_al
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Anyway, if you've never had a near death experience or are younger than 25, this thread isn't really for you.
Strangely, I had that feeling much more often prior to 25. With moments of panic like if I was already dying. And my head gone literary hot trying to figure out that which can’t be figured out. These things helped to overcome that: going social, or intimate with someone, or at least turning on some news or a talk show; crossing myself (being an atheist, lol); things you do when you’re hopeless, like actively moving, hitting something or even crying; eating and improving diet.
These days, it is less intense and less imminent. Now, it is like window is closing, which brings disappointment.
Trying to accept god or imagining some miraculous scientific solution (through some unknown exotic physical or mathematical law) never really helped. Thinking about immortality always led me to facing the totality of the world, bringing that hot head. This totality is as frightening and hopeless as the biological death (facing the morning day after day after day and forever), and many scenarios of immortality still showed me death.
Still, if given a chance, I would most probably choose being truely immortal without much hesitation, regardless of that it seems to be an evil trap.